When change is the only constant..
It's been eventful so far these few days. Time passed pretty fast. Christmas is just around the corner, and 2009 is already beckoning.
Been through some bouts of emotional issues too. Guess it simply happens. Be it friendship or relationship. They all go through the test of time. There are those who thought I have changed. Be it for the better or "worse". Those who are close to me, and got to meet me every now and then will know that I am still me. If there's something I changed, it is to be less proned to dwelling over bad situations. Over sad feelings. Sure. There are bound to be some 'low' moments sometimes, but I guess I have acquired the ability to move on fast. It is a far cry from the previous me. I don't want to dwell on unhappy thoughts, because I know they won't do any good. It is different from acting strong cos I know that I AM STRONG. Perhaps this is due to the increasing awareness that I am no longer a teenager man. And probably cos I have "squandered" those years away, I think I need to stand up from all those past mistakes and do myself a big favour.
Of course, a BIG credit to my dearest dearest LOVE. Without her, I won't realise that there are so many things I ought to learn. Without her, I probably won't truly understand the importance of saving for the future, or how a $20 CD can actually buy 10 packets of $2 chicken rice. Hehe.
To my dearest Ms Bun, my new year won't be complete without you. And of course, many many more years to come. For you I'm willing to change for the better! =D
You know, though sometimes I feel "empty" inside, I feel a deep sense that there is something great within me that I can probably unleash. It's like I feel I can accomplish lots if I am able to unleash that side of me. I am really working towards that now.
I'll write down my new year resolution soon! 2009 has got to be a better year!
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