Disappointment vs Determination
I just saw what my sis wrote on her blog(which I assume she does not know) and I felt very disappointed with what she wrote. First, she called me a "good for nothing". And she hurled verbal insults on my mum. Must she be filled with so much hatred? Honestly, she needs to do reflections man. Spoke to her bf the other day and got to know from him that she keeps telling him she does not want to grow up. And how dare she say I live in my own dreamyland. She herself is living in her own self-denial world of princessy thoughts! I hope she does not really believe in Peter Pan. And no, I harbour no intention of apologising to her for the other day cos she was just being all so unreasonable. And seeing the way she wrote all that, she really deserves no apologies from me man. I think she needs to wake up her idea real soon. She can continue to hate but she'll only sink further. Whatever sis. Go your own way.
I think one good thing about me is that I don't hate people. Yes I may dislike someone, but definitely not to the extent of hate. Cos I believe no one deserves to be hated. Not even the most rebellious kid off the block. What they need is attention. I had my fair share of experience too. I believe everyone has their own phase of teenage-hood. There are some that may seem a bit more rebellious than most. Mine seemed a bit unconventional. Cos it's not really about joining gangs or getting into fights or whatever. Whatever it is, I'm glad that phase has passed, and though there is still some tremors felt, I have since learnt and matured in my thoughts and actions.
Of course, there are many areas that need to be polished. I have my own set of thinkings, and I strongly hold on to my own philosophies. But I am also open to others' opinions. I guess I'm not yet matured in the sense that I have not seen enough of adulthood-trouble-spells(which means I'm still not officially stepped into the workforce yet). So there are still many things to learn along the way. As for my character wise, I'm gradually changing. From a closed up individual to a more receptive person. And there are more to learn along the way.
Regarding the recent job-hunt, I had replies but either I was too picky or what, I'm still jobless now. I'm just gonna settle down as soon as I have a job offer of at least $1.5k. That's not too much to ask for right? Of course, I would prefer one that gives me ample of opportunities to nurture and also one that gives me good experience to bank on for my future career.
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Ok. Enough of the serious talk. I'm someone who "hates" to dwell too much into serious stuff. That's not to mean that I'm not a serious person. I get serious when it comes down to doing serious work. However, I would rather take things light-heartedly so that when negatives happen, at least the bad emotions do not surface that easily. That is what I call, clever handling of emotions. Haha. That's very useful for someone who is innately emotional, like me. I would prefer to laugh things off. No matter how bad the situation is. Laughter is still the best medicine. Of course, easier said than done, you may say. But have you tried? =)
Yesterday, accompanied dearie to IMM to source for a mobile phone. Coincidentally, we were both in the same mood of changing a new phone. Haha. Lingered around the Starhub shop and after comparing the phone models, she got a N82!!! Of course, the real retail price of the phone costs near to $900 now! However, she chose to sign up a line(which isn't cheap as well due to the high market value of the phone) and paid for it using the vouchers her family gave her on her birthday. In the end, she got it for around $200. I like the phone very much too!! Ah, my turn will come when I finally get to have the feel of having a new piece of communication tool on my hand. Please. Give me a good gadget!!! I hope my parents read my blog. Just this paragraph will do. HEY MUMMY AND DADDY, CAN YOU KINDLY SPONSOR YOUR LOVABLE AND SENSIBLE SON A NEW MOBILE PHONE? Ok, they might disagree on the 2 adjectives I used to describe myself though.
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Last but least, LOVE. Not Hate.
I just saw what my sis wrote on her blog(which I assume she does not know) and I felt very disappointed with what she wrote. First, she called me a "good for nothing". And she hurled verbal insults on my mum. Must she be filled with so much hatred? Honestly, she needs to do reflections man. Spoke to her bf the other day and got to know from him that she keeps telling him she does not want to grow up. And how dare she say I live in my own dreamyland. She herself is living in her own self-denial world of princessy thoughts! I hope she does not really believe in Peter Pan. And no, I harbour no intention of apologising to her for the other day cos she was just being all so unreasonable. And seeing the way she wrote all that, she really deserves no apologies from me man. I think she needs to wake up her idea real soon. She can continue to hate but she'll only sink further. Whatever sis. Go your own way.
I think one good thing about me is that I don't hate people. Yes I may dislike someone, but definitely not to the extent of hate. Cos I believe no one deserves to be hated. Not even the most rebellious kid off the block. What they need is attention. I had my fair share of experience too. I believe everyone has their own phase of teenage-hood. There are some that may seem a bit more rebellious than most. Mine seemed a bit unconventional. Cos it's not really about joining gangs or getting into fights or whatever. Whatever it is, I'm glad that phase has passed, and though there is still some tremors felt, I have since learnt and matured in my thoughts and actions.
Of course, there are many areas that need to be polished. I have my own set of thinkings, and I strongly hold on to my own philosophies. But I am also open to others' opinions. I guess I'm not yet matured in the sense that I have not seen enough of adulthood-trouble-spells(which means I'm still not officially stepped into the workforce yet). So there are still many things to learn along the way. As for my character wise, I'm gradually changing. From a closed up individual to a more receptive person. And there are more to learn along the way.
Regarding the recent job-hunt, I had replies but either I was too picky or what, I'm still jobless now. I'm just gonna settle down as soon as I have a job offer of at least $1.5k. That's not too much to ask for right? Of course, I would prefer one that gives me ample of opportunities to nurture and also one that gives me good experience to bank on for my future career.
Ok. Enough of the serious talk. I'm someone who "hates" to dwell too much into serious stuff. That's not to mean that I'm not a serious person. I get serious when it comes down to doing serious work. However, I would rather take things light-heartedly so that when negatives happen, at least the bad emotions do not surface that easily. That is what I call, clever handling of emotions. Haha. That's very useful for someone who is innately emotional, like me. I would prefer to laugh things off. No matter how bad the situation is. Laughter is still the best medicine. Of course, easier said than done, you may say. But have you tried? =)
Yesterday, accompanied dearie to IMM to source for a mobile phone. Coincidentally, we were both in the same mood of changing a new phone. Haha. Lingered around the Starhub shop and after comparing the phone models, she got a N82!!! Of course, the real retail price of the phone costs near to $900 now! However, she chose to sign up a line(which isn't cheap as well due to the high market value of the phone) and paid for it using the vouchers her family gave her on her birthday. In the end, she got it for around $200. I like the phone very much too!! Ah, my turn will come when I finally get to have the feel of having a new piece of communication tool on my hand. Please. Give me a good gadget!!! I hope my parents read my blog. Just this paragraph will do. HEY MUMMY AND DADDY, CAN YOU KINDLY SPONSOR YOUR LOVABLE AND SENSIBLE SON A NEW MOBILE PHONE? Ok, they might disagree on the 2 adjectives I used to describe myself though.
Last but least, LOVE. Not Hate.
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