Some thoughts and happenings
Time for an update!
Caught up with trio last week and we watched Hairspray!!! As in the movie musical. It's super cool can. So vintage, so retro, so the kind of style I like. The songs were good too. Lol. We were so excited that we talked so loud during the start of the movie that a guy sitting in front of us turned back and said "Excuse me, we're watching a movie." Hahaha that sounds so lame. Of course I know he's watching a movie. I wanted to say "Duh. We too." Hahaha. Couldn't be bothered cos we were really on cloud nine that day. It's been such a long while since I unleashed the eccentric part of me. And I guess not many can see that. Haha.
So anyway, things inside camp are going a bit easy for me. Cos right now I'm on some sort of status that allows me to excuse myself from trainings and what not. Come to think of it, I already covered most of what was expected. Yeah, I got gold for IPPT, passed my SOC, went for numerous outfield trainings. So I guess it's a time for me to take a break. Not that I really want to. I don't have any qualms 'chiong-ing' for the next 5 months, or less. But I guess I'm advised not to. Perhaps the only disappointing thing is that I'm not going to India, which I should have. Oh well, at least I have done my part all this while as a gunner, I hope.
You know, sometimes I really think that there are both sides to me. As in character wise. I'm quite an extremist in the sense that I can be totally quiet at one hand and be extremely noisy and hyped up on the other. I guess I tune myself according to the environment. Back in camp, people normally think I'm a reserved and soft-spoken guy. That's why I really cherish my book out times. They are the times where I can feel free to be who I want to be.
Well, of course, I have to start to do some serious planning of what I want to study soon. I'm thinking of taking up Communication studies at SIM. Wonder if it's a good choice. Been thinking through for quite long. Any advice out there as to what course suits me? Lol. I feel so lost when I heard my old friends talking about campus life. It's like I'm stuck in the evergreen world of army, so green that other colours have been blocked out. So, I want to rediscover the colours out there and paint a whole new picture!
As for my dearie, I appreciate what you've done for me, being silly at times as to taking all the hassle to come find me by taking additional train trips just to see me. Don't worry. Though I may not be the perfect boyfriend, and that I'm probably a newbie when it comes to BGR, I will still learn along the way to better myself and to learn to take good care of you. It's about giving and taking, isn't it? Thanks for the 'employment letter'. It's just so cute and heartfelt. Happy 3 months and still going strong baby! =)
The weekend awaits. I'll spend it wisely, I hope.
1 comment:
Haha "duh we too".. The common sensical truth is always funny.. Its inevitable to get a little "noisy" when the mood and company is there. Great that u enjoyed!!
I hope that u dun feel too bad even though u cant go to India. I mean practically speaking, its really good for u that u dun go and suffer. I can guess how u must feel wrt not going for the Indian ex but I think the focus should be on yrself now, and not so much of "platoon integrity" or sense of duty here.
I haven caught up with u for a while and am still concerned. But please fill me in one way or another.
Its ok to be extreme in certain cases. Just needs some situational awareness, and u dun seem to have any prob with when to show yr cheerio side..
I like yr resolution on wanting to add more colours to yr palette!! And yr dedication to yr gf is definitely worth praise. Do remember that ppl do care about u and that we need u to do the same for us too..
take care and all the best.. hope to see u soon
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