Passion switched ON
Can't believe I actually skipped my first day of work officially, though unintentionally. It was all a miscommunication. Nevertheless, I think I might just be the only one I know around who can pull up such a 'stunt'. Hahaha.
So I missed the official start day, and I started work on a Tuesday instead. Went to the office expecting lots of learning on the first day. Who knows, I actually did nothing much till about 4+pm when I initiated to help out on some research on interesting topics to write about. And I was thereby given the task of composing an article.
For those who are at a loss as to where I am working at and what I am working as, I mentioned previously that I found an internship opportunity at this magazine company at Macpherson Rd area, and am currently involved in the development of the SWITCH magazines - both online and print. For a better idea, check out their website at http://www.switch-online.com.sg/
So yup, sorta embarking on a dream job to be writing, albeit I am starting out as an intern. Still, not to grumble too much since the pay is really very reasonable. Haha.
Got to know a few people today, though didn't really talk much. I guess everyone must be thinking I'm the "quiet" guy again. Wait till they see me talk.
Oh, and I can't wait. Hahaha.
After work, headed to school for lesson. Can be really quite tiring, but at least I know that a day was well spent. So, chiong ah!
Have to be prepared for lessons/tuitions after work as part of my daily weekday routine now. And while you think that I have the weekends to relax, I am actually tutoring on both days as well. Gosh. I see the slack shadow trailing away, which is good I guess. But well, I definitely need to learn how to relax and unwind too.
That's why I would always turn to my trusted LG jubebox player for some music therapy. Listening to Kevin Kern or Secret Garden and Emi Fujita are good to lull me to lala land.
I am aiming for at least 6 hours of sleep everyday!
Alright, off to dream. And no, "inception" shan't happen anytime on me for sure!
Wednesday, August 04, 2010
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Life is Like A Box of Chocolates
(Taken from a page from Chao's Therapy - my personal beliefs, insights, and inspirations to living life.)
Somehow or rather, I believe that we are all destined for happiness. It can come in a grand way like achieving wealth, fame, status, etc. However, it can also 'seep' into your lives in many little ways to form the big net of happiness.
There is the saying that life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you gonna get.
Let me add what I think to this saying.
Inherently, you lead a life made of happiness. What's inside the wrapped box is happiness. However, some people might get too 'impatient', or rushed into finding the source of happiness, and through the process of unwrapping the box, destroys the paper that is used to cover, shelter or embellish the very core of happiness(chocolates).
On the other hand, there are those who take a step at a time, or take pride in their discovery of the wrapped gift. Slow and steady, they peel the box of chocolates off. Layer by layer, they discover new levels of joy, of emancipation, of excitement, of jubilation. Those are the processes, or the journey one needs to undertake before finding the true core. Once you get to the chocolates, make sure you take your time to savour every bit of it. :)
(Taken from a page from Chao's Therapy - my personal beliefs, insights, and inspirations to living life.)
Somehow or rather, I believe that we are all destined for happiness. It can come in a grand way like achieving wealth, fame, status, etc. However, it can also 'seep' into your lives in many little ways to form the big net of happiness.
There is the saying that life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you gonna get.
Let me add what I think to this saying.
Inherently, you lead a life made of happiness. What's inside the wrapped box is happiness. However, some people might get too 'impatient', or rushed into finding the source of happiness, and through the process of unwrapping the box, destroys the paper that is used to cover, shelter or embellish the very core of happiness(chocolates).
On the other hand, there are those who take a step at a time, or take pride in their discovery of the wrapped gift. Slow and steady, they peel the box of chocolates off. Layer by layer, they discover new levels of joy, of emancipation, of excitement, of jubilation. Those are the processes, or the journey one needs to undertake before finding the true core. Once you get to the chocolates, make sure you take your time to savour every bit of it. :)
Friday, July 30, 2010
Don't Bottle Up Your Feelings
Just two days back, went to explore this place called Bottle Tree Park at Yishun. Well, just thought of getting away from the hustle and bustle of city life. Hard to find relaxing nature spots in Singapore nowadays. But anyway, was good to walk around, take in some fresh air, and just relax. Having said that, been a long time since I have taken any new pictures!
Can't help but ponder, have we all forgotten to stop, relax, and appreciate what's around us?
Just two days back, went to explore this place called Bottle Tree Park at Yishun. Well, just thought of getting away from the hustle and bustle of city life. Hard to find relaxing nature spots in Singapore nowadays. But anyway, was good to walk around, take in some fresh air, and just relax. Having said that, been a long time since I have taken any new pictures!
Can't help but ponder, have we all forgotten to stop, relax, and appreciate what's around us?
Love Thyself
Time check. 2.10a.m. No. I am not suffering from insomnia. In fact, I usually sleep around this hour, or even later. Not a healthy habit to be proud of, I know. But, it probably shows the energy level within me. Or is it simply because I have slacked too much? Either way, I definitely know that I need to cut down on the late hours as soon as my job starts. Which I presume is pretty soon. Next week?
A lot of things got me thinking lately. Family, friends, relationships, and of course my own personal life. Sometimes I find that I indeed have a very complex mind to start with. Puzzles tend to form in my mind at times, and I am always figuring out how to solve them. Look, I don't even know what I am saying. But my perspective on things are definitely different than most folks I know. I don't know if it is a good or bad thing. Well, it's probably good to know that my imagination knows no boundaries. On the other hand, it can get pretty scary when they go wild or beyond control.
I have been trying to be perfect. In many ways. But I admit I have not put in a lot of effort into doing this. A friend told me one shouldn't be too hard on oneself. But I haven't really been too hard on myself anyway. However, I know that I need to step out of any comfort zone I am left in now, in order to pursue greater heights, and therefore improvements. I must say I have stepped out of quite a number of comfort zones I had in the past. But it definitely could be better. I definitely could work harder.
With the start of my new job, I presume that I would be extremely busy. School, tuition, and now work. I need to try really hard to strike a balance, to let in some air. In this aspect, I believe I could manage it pretty well previously, as I know myself in and out. But this time round, more commitments could prove to be not so easy after all. Nevertheless, I am not giving up my belief of achieving work-life balance, even from the start. I have listened to so many stories about people who need to 'chiong' so much for the initial stages just to reach the desired outcome. However, along the way, they forgot to 'stop and smell the flowers' that pave their way. As a result, things get compromised. Health is an issue, how about relationships?
So yes, I don't subscribe to the notion of 'with with no play'. As the saying goes, "All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy". Times have changed. Things have changed. We ought to change our approach in lives too. Work smart, not just work hard. Think about it. We are already living in such a hectic society. Not to mention about the 8-5 mundane duties. We all need a little breather. You just gotta find your own tank of air supply.
This is a note to myself. As busy as I could possibly get, do not overstress yourself! Scream, shout, if necessary. Let any bad air out. Let your hair down(though short), close your eyes, listen to the sounds of the surrounding, or pop in your favourite songs after work, read your favourite books, sing your favourite songs. And life could just get a lot more meaningful, fulfilling, and less taxing.
Remember the flowers?
Time check. 2.10a.m. No. I am not suffering from insomnia. In fact, I usually sleep around this hour, or even later. Not a healthy habit to be proud of, I know. But, it probably shows the energy level within me. Or is it simply because I have slacked too much? Either way, I definitely know that I need to cut down on the late hours as soon as my job starts. Which I presume is pretty soon. Next week?
A lot of things got me thinking lately. Family, friends, relationships, and of course my own personal life. Sometimes I find that I indeed have a very complex mind to start with. Puzzles tend to form in my mind at times, and I am always figuring out how to solve them. Look, I don't even know what I am saying. But my perspective on things are definitely different than most folks I know. I don't know if it is a good or bad thing. Well, it's probably good to know that my imagination knows no boundaries. On the other hand, it can get pretty scary when they go wild or beyond control.
I have been trying to be perfect. In many ways. But I admit I have not put in a lot of effort into doing this. A friend told me one shouldn't be too hard on oneself. But I haven't really been too hard on myself anyway. However, I know that I need to step out of any comfort zone I am left in now, in order to pursue greater heights, and therefore improvements. I must say I have stepped out of quite a number of comfort zones I had in the past. But it definitely could be better. I definitely could work harder.
With the start of my new job, I presume that I would be extremely busy. School, tuition, and now work. I need to try really hard to strike a balance, to let in some air. In this aspect, I believe I could manage it pretty well previously, as I know myself in and out. But this time round, more commitments could prove to be not so easy after all. Nevertheless, I am not giving up my belief of achieving work-life balance, even from the start. I have listened to so many stories about people who need to 'chiong' so much for the initial stages just to reach the desired outcome. However, along the way, they forgot to 'stop and smell the flowers' that pave their way. As a result, things get compromised. Health is an issue, how about relationships?
So yes, I don't subscribe to the notion of 'with with no play'. As the saying goes, "All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy". Times have changed. Things have changed. We ought to change our approach in lives too. Work smart, not just work hard. Think about it. We are already living in such a hectic society. Not to mention about the 8-5 mundane duties. We all need a little breather. You just gotta find your own tank of air supply.
This is a note to myself. As busy as I could possibly get, do not overstress yourself! Scream, shout, if necessary. Let any bad air out. Let your hair down(though short), close your eyes, listen to the sounds of the surrounding, or pop in your favourite songs after work, read your favourite books, sing your favourite songs. And life could just get a lot more meaningful, fulfilling, and less taxing.
Remember the flowers?
Friday, July 23, 2010
Still awaiting news of approval by MDA. Hopefully they would approve my application so I could start this journey of pursuing my dream. :)
Not having a job kinda sucks. Not to mention the zero income pathetic state. While I have some tuition assignments to backup, they are not enough to suffice in the long run. Unless I convert to be a full-time tutor and chiong - filling every single day with lessons. That wouldn't be an ideal situation, would it? After all, a good income not backed up by worthwhile experience is somehow not satisfying enough. Unless my aspiration is to be a teacher? But surely enough, I know that I would probably not sign up as a MOE teacher of any sort. While I like to teach, I don't think I am able to cope with the mundane teaching process of seeing students graduate each year and having to form a new bond with new ones again. I guess it would be a very tedious process - both physically and emotionally. That was why I took up tuition. Besides being a source of side income, it kind of fulfil my satisfaction of teaching. Rules? I set it.
I used to mention that I need a lot of flexibility in work. That was why I could not see myself doing a 9-to-5 job. Then again, I know very well that I couldn't be freelancing all the way? Surely, there must be some credible job experience to fill my resume? What's more, if I were to pursue the writing business, going 9-to-5 is a definite must. Well, at least there is something to console myself - that I am going to do something I like.
I know trying to balance work with passion is a really ardous task. Especially if you are living in such a hectic society that focuses a great deal on meritocracy. I have already walked this path that debunks that "I need a good tertiary degree cert to survive". And I have never looked back. Two years ago, it was so tough to find a good job in the job market.
***As I was typing this entry, I received a call...***
To be continued...
Not having a job kinda sucks. Not to mention the zero income pathetic state. While I have some tuition assignments to backup, they are not enough to suffice in the long run. Unless I convert to be a full-time tutor and chiong - filling every single day with lessons. That wouldn't be an ideal situation, would it? After all, a good income not backed up by worthwhile experience is somehow not satisfying enough. Unless my aspiration is to be a teacher? But surely enough, I know that I would probably not sign up as a MOE teacher of any sort. While I like to teach, I don't think I am able to cope with the mundane teaching process of seeing students graduate each year and having to form a new bond with new ones again. I guess it would be a very tedious process - both physically and emotionally. That was why I took up tuition. Besides being a source of side income, it kind of fulfil my satisfaction of teaching. Rules? I set it.
I used to mention that I need a lot of flexibility in work. That was why I could not see myself doing a 9-to-5 job. Then again, I know very well that I couldn't be freelancing all the way? Surely, there must be some credible job experience to fill my resume? What's more, if I were to pursue the writing business, going 9-to-5 is a definite must. Well, at least there is something to console myself - that I am going to do something I like.
I know trying to balance work with passion is a really ardous task. Especially if you are living in such a hectic society that focuses a great deal on meritocracy. I have already walked this path that debunks that "I need a good tertiary degree cert to survive". And I have never looked back. Two years ago, it was so tough to find a good job in the job market.
***As I was typing this entry, I received a call...***
To be continued...
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Past - Present - Passion
It's been a while since I last updated my blog. Well, I don't think this has much to do with procrastination, since the literal meaning of the word simply means to not do this thing(blog) to do other things of lesser priority. Quite contrary to this, it has been quite an eventful past few weeks.
ICT (reservist) has been great. It was so good to catch up with my NS mates. And what wonderful stories to hear about each time I am back at camp. I did not need to 'chiong' this time round, though my sergeant thought I should just 'join in the fun'. But seriously, after what happened last year, I just should not do things that I am not required to, considering I have already downgraded before ORD.
Oh well, ICT this time round has also opened my eyes to a lot of things. Within a short span of 10 days, I have witnessed ugly things. Can't help it but feel disappointed why such things would occur. I guess our whole company felt betrayed in a sense. You just cannot trust anybody so easily anymore, not even the one you used to call "brother".
On another note, I have quit my previous job in the internet marketing company due to the inefficiency and incomprehensibly lack of understanding and sensitivity of the boss. Seriously, heck it. Didn't even want to think about it anymore. Am so glad that quit soon enough. At least I can go on to greener pastures.
Having said that, I stumbled upon this magazine publishing company. Went for their interview and am so happy and blessed to know that they are willing to hire me as an intern. My monthly pay would be provided by the MDA! And the company is topping up on that.
Initially, spoke to Aaron about my concerns. I mentioned that I think that I have a wide range of interests and that I can probably do a lot of things - music, teach, write, draw, etc... He told me to think about what is the one thing I can do in the wee hours out of self-motivation and interest. To think of it, it is definitely WRITING. In fact, it dawned upon me that I really like to write alot. My many entries on my triond portfolio http://www.triond.com/users/nightcharmer are testimonies to my passion. :)
Back to the interview, it went really well. The managers said they were impressed by my writings, to which I felt really flattered. Then again, I know that if I were to go into this field, I gotta put in my best effort to go far. It is not going to be easy - with all the deadlines to meet and so on. But I am going all the way for this passion. :)
It's been a while since I last updated my blog. Well, I don't think this has much to do with procrastination, since the literal meaning of the word simply means to not do this thing(blog) to do other things of lesser priority. Quite contrary to this, it has been quite an eventful past few weeks.
ICT (reservist) has been great. It was so good to catch up with my NS mates. And what wonderful stories to hear about each time I am back at camp. I did not need to 'chiong' this time round, though my sergeant thought I should just 'join in the fun'. But seriously, after what happened last year, I just should not do things that I am not required to, considering I have already downgraded before ORD.
Oh well, ICT this time round has also opened my eyes to a lot of things. Within a short span of 10 days, I have witnessed ugly things. Can't help it but feel disappointed why such things would occur. I guess our whole company felt betrayed in a sense. You just cannot trust anybody so easily anymore, not even the one you used to call "brother".
On another note, I have quit my previous job in the internet marketing company due to the inefficiency and incomprehensibly lack of understanding and sensitivity of the boss. Seriously, heck it. Didn't even want to think about it anymore. Am so glad that quit soon enough. At least I can go on to greener pastures.
Having said that, I stumbled upon this magazine publishing company. Went for their interview and am so happy and blessed to know that they are willing to hire me as an intern. My monthly pay would be provided by the MDA! And the company is topping up on that.
Initially, spoke to Aaron about my concerns. I mentioned that I think that I have a wide range of interests and that I can probably do a lot of things - music, teach, write, draw, etc... He told me to think about what is the one thing I can do in the wee hours out of self-motivation and interest. To think of it, it is definitely WRITING. In fact, it dawned upon me that I really like to write alot. My many entries on my triond portfolio http://www.triond.com/users/nightcharmer are testimonies to my passion. :)
Back to the interview, it went really well. The managers said they were impressed by my writings, to which I felt really flattered. Then again, I know that if I were to go into this field, I gotta put in my best effort to go far. It is not going to be easy - with all the deadlines to meet and so on. But I am going all the way for this passion. :)
Friday, June 11, 2010
Work has been pretty slow for these past weeks. Sent propsals after proposals and still not seeing any 'green light' from the clients' end. Sometimes I am just wondering, is this job really lucrative enough? Can I sustain a good income? Looking at the past two months, I am saddened to say that that's probably not the case.
And then I ask myself, am I working hard enough? They always say, blame yourself before blaming others. How true can this statement be? Can't be for every context right? Factors need to be weighed in, you need to push the blame, you need to find self-assurance, that you are capable, that you are strong, that you can keep moving, that you just need that tinge of motivation...
To make matters worse, tution assignments have come to a halt. I am left with like one student right now? This is really 1-to-1 tuition. HAHAHA. I am laughing at the mum who chose a new tutor over me just cos' my schedule is probably too hectic to fit her son's, and vice versa. But I am secretly relieved to get that tuition cancelled, knowing how irritating and commanding his mum can be. Seriously, have you been to any tuition where the mum would just sit right in the same room as you and your student, indirectly/discreetly looking at you at every possible angle? One thing for sure, I produced results. Her son did well enough for his papers. So yes. This time round, the blame is on her.
Past few weeks saw me in a book-buying frenzy as I attempted to stock my room into a book 'playground'. The four books I ordered from opentrolley arrived on Monday and I was super excited to receive them.
What's more interesting? After watching the HBO miniseries - "The Pacific", I have decided that it is the best drama series I have ever watched. I even bought the soundtrack album and went high and low to look for the books that inspired the series. I was quite surprised they were initially all sold out at Borders, Kinokuniya and Harris. And just a few days ago, I saw two copies of "Helmet For My Pillow" sitting on the bookshelves of Kino @ Bugis. You could imagine how excited I was. I got one copy for myself and another copy for Daniel (Yes, he became a fan after hearing me say things about the series. He also bought the soundtrack. But he has not watched the show yet!)
And then I ask myself, am I working hard enough? They always say, blame yourself before blaming others. How true can this statement be? Can't be for every context right? Factors need to be weighed in, you need to push the blame, you need to find self-assurance, that you are capable, that you are strong, that you can keep moving, that you just need that tinge of motivation...
To make matters worse, tution assignments have come to a halt. I am left with like one student right now? This is really 1-to-1 tuition. HAHAHA. I am laughing at the mum who chose a new tutor over me just cos' my schedule is probably too hectic to fit her son's, and vice versa. But I am secretly relieved to get that tuition cancelled, knowing how irritating and commanding his mum can be. Seriously, have you been to any tuition where the mum would just sit right in the same room as you and your student, indirectly/discreetly looking at you at every possible angle? One thing for sure, I produced results. Her son did well enough for his papers. So yes. This time round, the blame is on her.
*****
What's more interesting? After watching the HBO miniseries - "The Pacific", I have decided that it is the best drama series I have ever watched. I even bought the soundtrack album and went high and low to look for the books that inspired the series. I was quite surprised they were initially all sold out at Borders, Kinokuniya and Harris. And just a few days ago, I saw two copies of "Helmet For My Pillow" sitting on the bookshelves of Kino @ Bugis. You could imagine how excited I was. I got one copy for myself and another copy for Daniel (Yes, he became a fan after hearing me say things about the series. He also bought the soundtrack. But he has not watched the show yet!)
Monday, June 07, 2010
You Have No Idea
I am listening to the soundtrack album of "The Pacific" now. Just bought it yesterday from HMV. The music is just awesome. Such melancholy, such depth, such nostalgic feel to the pieces. I think I could just cry listening to the tracks alone, not to mention having the images from the show still vivid on my mind. That's the beauty of soundtracks, right?
Recently, I watched the HBO miniseries online. I have heard about the miniseries previously on HBO itself and was rather intrigued, though I haven't got chance to watch it. There is a good chance it is still showing on HBO now though. Anyway, it is a really really amazingly good show, I must say. Executive producers are Steven Spielberg and Tom Hanks by the way. If you haven't heard of them, you haven't been watching movies at all.
Ever since NS, my interest for military films, literature has been peaking. Or maybe before that. I guess I am really intrigued by the comaradie and patriochy that a typical war film possess. Ever since NS, all the war films just make more sense. Weapons, movements, military jargons, all seem all too familiar.
And yes, the emotional baggage that comes along with it too.
Looking at past history, and of all the brave soldiers who have fought greatly in great battles, one can hardly imagine the fear and intensity that must have coursed through them each time they are standing at the front line.
We are blessed to be in a nation free of war indeed. And we must not take it for granted. Instead, we must learn from the brave American soldiers, and even the Japs.
My current favourite military films are "Jarhead" and "Letters to Iwo Jima", especially the latter, which is a super good flick by Clint Eastwood. Highly emotionally-charged!
And I would definitely check out "Band of Brothers" soon. It's the predecessor series to "The Pacific".
Here's the introduction and main theme song from "The Pacific". Simply fantastic.
I am listening to the soundtrack album of "The Pacific" now. Just bought it yesterday from HMV. The music is just awesome. Such melancholy, such depth, such nostalgic feel to the pieces. I think I could just cry listening to the tracks alone, not to mention having the images from the show still vivid on my mind. That's the beauty of soundtracks, right?
Recently, I watched the HBO miniseries online. I have heard about the miniseries previously on HBO itself and was rather intrigued, though I haven't got chance to watch it. There is a good chance it is still showing on HBO now though. Anyway, it is a really really amazingly good show, I must say. Executive producers are Steven Spielberg and Tom Hanks by the way. If you haven't heard of them, you haven't been watching movies at all.
Ever since NS, my interest for military films, literature has been peaking. Or maybe before that. I guess I am really intrigued by the comaradie and patriochy that a typical war film possess. Ever since NS, all the war films just make more sense. Weapons, movements, military jargons, all seem all too familiar.
And yes, the emotional baggage that comes along with it too.
Looking at past history, and of all the brave soldiers who have fought greatly in great battles, one can hardly imagine the fear and intensity that must have coursed through them each time they are standing at the front line.
We are blessed to be in a nation free of war indeed. And we must not take it for granted. Instead, we must learn from the brave American soldiers, and even the Japs.
My current favourite military films are "Jarhead" and "Letters to Iwo Jima", especially the latter, which is a super good flick by Clint Eastwood. Highly emotionally-charged!
And I would definitely check out "Band of Brothers" soon. It's the predecessor series to "The Pacific".
Here's the introduction and main theme song from "The Pacific". Simply fantastic.
Monday, May 31, 2010
Noob? No no no...
I am so happy to know that I have just successfully ordered 5 books via www.opentrolley.com.sg Yep. Currently on the website, there's promotion for books below $25 at 10% discount. And free delivery to home for 5 books and above.
Considering the fact that I am such a noob to online shopping, I actually felt a great sense of satisfaction. I mean, the last time I bought something online was probably early last year? Bought some protein shake from nutritionpark.com. So ya. But I think I would not really consider buying clothes online. Cos you can't try to see if it fits you (in all aspect - size, if you can carry it, etc) So what's the point?
But ya. I'm still pretty contented with my books purchase for now. :) To think that I just bought Palahniuk's latest book Tell-All at Harris two days agon cos there's 20% discount! Really quite a steal.
Especially it's the GSS season now. It means more worthwhile to shop. But it also means I need MORE money to be more worthwhile to shop. So yeah.
So exams were over last week. My first and only paper that I officially took this semester. Haha.
Past few days, have been out like every single day. Went to club at St. James on Friday night. I'm totally not a clubbing person but I had much fun that night.
Went out with Daniel on Saturday to town. Walked around. And gosh, I really need to get the Yamaha DGX360 soon! It's on sale now on Yamaha. But it costs $1299. Previously $1599. Still quite ex!
Just yesterday, met up with some good old JC classmates(my first year bunch). Had dinner at Manhattan Fish market @ PS. Good to catch up.
Reservist in two weeks. I'm half excited about it though.
Right now, gotta set up more appointments. And for a long while since, I am starting to find more tuition already! Cos some of my students stopped lessons due to the hols.
This can't work. Seriously.
Reminder to self: Buck up!
I am so happy to know that I have just successfully ordered 5 books via www.opentrolley.com.sg Yep. Currently on the website, there's promotion for books below $25 at 10% discount. And free delivery to home for 5 books and above.
Considering the fact that I am such a noob to online shopping, I actually felt a great sense of satisfaction. I mean, the last time I bought something online was probably early last year? Bought some protein shake from nutritionpark.com. So ya. But I think I would not really consider buying clothes online. Cos you can't try to see if it fits you (in all aspect - size, if you can carry it, etc) So what's the point?
But ya. I'm still pretty contented with my books purchase for now. :) To think that I just bought Palahniuk's latest book Tell-All at Harris two days agon cos there's 20% discount! Really quite a steal.
Especially it's the GSS season now. It means more worthwhile to shop. But it also means I need MORE money to be more worthwhile to shop. So yeah.
So exams were over last week. My first and only paper that I officially took this semester. Haha.
Past few days, have been out like every single day. Went to club at St. James on Friday night. I'm totally not a clubbing person but I had much fun that night.
Went out with Daniel on Saturday to town. Walked around. And gosh, I really need to get the Yamaha DGX360 soon! It's on sale now on Yamaha. But it costs $1299. Previously $1599. Still quite ex!
Just yesterday, met up with some good old JC classmates(my first year bunch). Had dinner at Manhattan Fish market @ PS. Good to catch up.
Reservist in two weeks. I'm half excited about it though.
Right now, gotta set up more appointments. And for a long while since, I am starting to find more tuition already! Cos some of my students stopped lessons due to the hols.
This can't work. Seriously.
Reminder to self: Buck up!
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Paperwoes
One final paper tomorrow. Actually it's the only paper I am taking this semester considering the fact that I have skipped the first paper.
Taken a few days off from work with an intention to study. But guess what? Not too much of a progress yet. Trying to cram everything now.
Realized something that is funny. Whenever it is nearing exams, instead of stressing myself to study, I will always look for other anti-stress alternatives like writing, facebooking, etc.
As such, I wrote a new short story yesterday. You can read it at http://authspot.com/short-stories/bleak-truth
Kevin Kern's music has been serving very good therapy for my studying sessions as well as lulling me to sleep. I need to get all his albums! Haha.
Came across a random poem called "A small hotel", by Thomas Thurman. Like his style of writing, hence would like to share it with you guys. Another one for his lover "For Fin" is really good too. He even recited it on his youtube vid. http://hellopoetry.com/poem/for-fin/ If you would like to check out more of his works, can go to http://hellopoetry.com/poet/thomas-thurman/
Taken a few days off from work with an intention to study. But guess what? Not too much of a progress yet. Trying to cram everything now.
Realized something that is funny. Whenever it is nearing exams, instead of stressing myself to study, I will always look for other anti-stress alternatives like writing, facebooking, etc.
As such, I wrote a new short story yesterday. You can read it at http://authspot.com/short-stories/bleak-truth
Kevin Kern's music has been serving very good therapy for my studying sessions as well as lulling me to sleep. I need to get all his albums! Haha.
Came across a random poem called "A small hotel", by Thomas Thurman. Like his style of writing, hence would like to share it with you guys. Another one for his lover "For Fin" is really good too. He even recited it on his youtube vid. http://hellopoetry.com/poem/for-fin/ If you would like to check out more of his works, can go to http://hellopoetry.com/poet/thomas-thurman/
A Small Hotel
If life should ever leave you left behind
just take a holiday. I'll stay with you
within a small hotel I call my mind.
A quieter place to stay you'd never find.
I'm hoping you'll remember what to do
if life should ever leave you left behind;
remember me, if you should be so kind.
And though I sometimes decorate in blue
within a small hotel I call my mind,
in every room I've written and I've signed
a note reminding you my love is true,
if life should ever leave you left behind;
and every evening finds us intertwined;
and every morning finds the bed as new
within a small hotel I call my mind.
A week becomes a century or two;
and when you're checking out, I'll follow too.
If life should ever leave you left behind
within a small hotel I call my mind.
If life should ever leave you left behind
just take a holiday. I'll stay with you
within a small hotel I call my mind.
A quieter place to stay you'd never find.
I'm hoping you'll remember what to do
if life should ever leave you left behind;
remember me, if you should be so kind.
And though I sometimes decorate in blue
within a small hotel I call my mind,
in every room I've written and I've signed
a note reminding you my love is true,
if life should ever leave you left behind;
and every evening finds us intertwined;
and every morning finds the bed as new
within a small hotel I call my mind.
A week becomes a century or two;
and when you're checking out, I'll follow too.
If life should ever leave you left behind
within a small hotel I call my mind.
Monday, May 24, 2010
Ready! Ready READ Rea, Re, R....
Currently in a book-reading frenzy mood. Ha.
Am currently reading this book called "Lowboy" by John Wray. Am loving it so far. I think the prose and dialogues were very very well written. It's about this sixteen year old boy suffering from schizophrenic, escaped from institution, and is on his way to save the earth from global warming. Know how he is going to do it? According to his logic - to lose his virginity. Not to mention his anxious mum who engaged a detective to look for him together but ended up flirting with him.
I mean, what a plot! I like how the author dvelve into the world of a schizophrenic, offering a microscopic view of the mentally unstable. Psychology-related. Hmm. Am already halfway through the book and I really like how the prose flow. Very smooth writing and some exceptional prose quality in there. Too bad I can't find John Wray's other previous books at Kino or Borders. Also, I really like the paperback cover to "LowBoy". Very nice.
I definitely like reading literature. With a twist. Bah!
More books to buy. Would probably going to check out how to buy at http://www.opentrolley.com.sg/ which is a local online bookstore selling books at affordable prices! There is even promotions for DBS/POSB cardmembers currently. The book prices alone are generally cheaper than Kino's or Borders'. So worth a check. But some books I cannot find, some really rare books, need to be bought through Amazon I guess. But then again, I am such a noob at online shopping. Lol. I would be really proud if I managed to secure a successful purchase. Haha.
By the way, I don't know of many friends who are so into books as I am. Probably only my new Piscean friend - Yvonne. Daniel seldom read literature though I can still talk to him about books. Then again, I think quite different to find someone who has a similar taste as mine when it comes to books- non-mainstream, sometimes-twisted. Of course not all so distinctive la. I enjoy the occasional entertainment-only fiction, but less tempting to buy. If you are interested to find out what books I read, can ask for my recommendations. :)
I think I am spending quite a lot on books. So much so that the collection could be bricks to build a new house. Gah!
Currently in a book-reading frenzy mood. Ha.
Am currently reading this book called "Lowboy" by John Wray. Am loving it so far. I think the prose and dialogues were very very well written. It's about this sixteen year old boy suffering from schizophrenic, escaped from institution, and is on his way to save the earth from global warming. Know how he is going to do it? According to his logic - to lose his virginity. Not to mention his anxious mum who engaged a detective to look for him together but ended up flirting with him.
I mean, what a plot! I like how the author dvelve into the world of a schizophrenic, offering a microscopic view of the mentally unstable. Psychology-related. Hmm. Am already halfway through the book and I really like how the prose flow. Very smooth writing and some exceptional prose quality in there. Too bad I can't find John Wray's other previous books at Kino or Borders. Also, I really like the paperback cover to "LowBoy". Very nice.
Recently, I have already finished reading two books. "A Single Man" by Christopher Isherwood and "Pygmy" by Chuck Palahniuk. That is good news that I am reading to try finish the unread books on my sheleves.
I have always been quite a Palahniuk fan, though I have not read all his works. But Fight Club is good enough a reason to make him a favourite author of mine. Then again, not anyone can appreciate his way of writing. He is just so experimental and different!
Books to check out / buy:
Tell-All - Chuck Palahniuk
Paul Neilan - Apathy and Other Small Victories
Dan Chaon - Await Your Reply
Thom Jones - Cold Snap
Will Christopher Baer - Phineas Poe omnibus, Godspeed
Gosh. Have been checking out http://chuckpalahniuk.net/ for book reviews and recommendations.
I just checked out this new author called Will Christopher Baer, another recommended author on the Palahniuk site. I read one of his short stories and am quite impressed by his way of writing. Searched kino site but his books are nowhere to be found. Still, if you are interested to read, can check out the short: http://chuckpalahniuk.net/features/shorts/suffer-the-fool
And yes, "Palahniukian" books are really unorthodox. But if you are a thinker who enjoys words and the out-of-this-world ideas and plots, you can try my recommendations.I definitely like reading literature. With a twist. Bah!
More books to buy. Would probably going to check out how to buy at http://www.opentrolley.com.sg/ which is a local online bookstore selling books at affordable prices! There is even promotions for DBS/POSB cardmembers currently. The book prices alone are generally cheaper than Kino's or Borders'. So worth a check. But some books I cannot find, some really rare books, need to be bought through Amazon I guess. But then again, I am such a noob at online shopping. Lol. I would be really proud if I managed to secure a successful purchase. Haha.
By the way, I don't know of many friends who are so into books as I am. Probably only my new Piscean friend - Yvonne. Daniel seldom read literature though I can still talk to him about books. Then again, I think quite different to find someone who has a similar taste as mine when it comes to books- non-mainstream, sometimes-twisted. Of course not all so distinctive la. I enjoy the occasional entertainment-only fiction, but less tempting to buy. If you are interested to find out what books I read, can ask for my recommendations. :)
I think I am spending quite a lot on books. So much so that the collection could be bricks to build a new house. Gah!
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Quit Being Bossy.
I'm at Starbucks at Vivo now and I have approximately 25 more minutes to finish typing this. The store is closing soon. Maybe I can ask them not to close yet because I have much to rant about. But who cares anyway?
This afternoon, had a "tiff" with my boss. Can't believe that he crossed the line to question my "commitment" to the job. Goodness. I was flared up and I actually rebuked a couple of times. If he's such concerned that whatever "basic" salary he is giving us is not well justified by our commitment or results recently, he has little to be concerned about. As much as we know, the basic, minus the CPF, is probably like an intern pay. He asked if I was ok, cos I didn't respond quickly to him on skype earlier today.
*Roll eyes*. And he expects that I sit in front of my computer all day long just to reply him immediately in case he skyped me?
And who spoke about flexibility in the first place? Really ridiculous to bound us according to our availability on skype. Worse still, he thinks someone who responds fast to his messages are more responsible.
Ok boss, keep that theory to yourself.
Pretty fed up with your pettiness and stingy-ness. If you want to save cost so much, go ahead and do everything by yourself.
And now that you want to adjust/deduct my basic this month cos I took 3 days off for serious personal matters (visiting my mum in hospital and exam), go ahead. Don't talk about how you already "closed one eye" when I went Phuket for that few days. Truth is, you didn't specify about deducting these days' pay. Now that you have blabbered it out, thank goodness. It further confirmed that I am not going to stay for long.
So boss, don't need to feel sorry for what you said. Cos you have stepped over the line. And I'm not going to be that obliging anymore.
I'm at Starbucks at Vivo now and I have approximately 25 more minutes to finish typing this. The store is closing soon. Maybe I can ask them not to close yet because I have much to rant about. But who cares anyway?
This afternoon, had a "tiff" with my boss. Can't believe that he crossed the line to question my "commitment" to the job. Goodness. I was flared up and I actually rebuked a couple of times. If he's such concerned that whatever "basic" salary he is giving us is not well justified by our commitment or results recently, he has little to be concerned about. As much as we know, the basic, minus the CPF, is probably like an intern pay. He asked if I was ok, cos I didn't respond quickly to him on skype earlier today.
*Roll eyes*. And he expects that I sit in front of my computer all day long just to reply him immediately in case he skyped me?
And who spoke about flexibility in the first place? Really ridiculous to bound us according to our availability on skype. Worse still, he thinks someone who responds fast to his messages are more responsible.
Ok boss, keep that theory to yourself.
Pretty fed up with your pettiness and stingy-ness. If you want to save cost so much, go ahead and do everything by yourself.
And now that you want to adjust/deduct my basic this month cos I took 3 days off for serious personal matters (visiting my mum in hospital and exam), go ahead. Don't talk about how you already "closed one eye" when I went Phuket for that few days. Truth is, you didn't specify about deducting these days' pay. Now that you have blabbered it out, thank goodness. It further confirmed that I am not going to stay for long.
So boss, don't need to feel sorry for what you said. Cos you have stepped over the line. And I'm not going to be that obliging anymore.
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
About Marriage - Some Talks & Thoughts
Dearie told me that one of our acquaintances - a guy - is going to propose to his girlfriend of 1 year plus, this weekend.
Though I don't really know that guy well, I must say I was pretty taken aback by the news.
To decide to get married takes more than just enough financial ability and commitment. I think it takes a whole lot of courage. Especially to decide that the person you are going to marry is going to stay with you for the rest of your life. He claimed that the girl is the ONE he is looking for. I wonder, is that part of instinct to make such a decision? 1 year plus of relationship, I must say, is a bit too short for marriage. Then again, knowing the possibilities in the world now, it is definitely possible.
I do admire that guy though. At least he is confident enough to take the next step - to progress into the stage of commitment.
Actually, it struck me pretty hard that I am old enough to start a family already. My dad was 23 when my elder sis was born?
The thought of nearing the 'riped' age of getting married pretty much sends some tingles within me. And I say that because if I look at my current situation - financial, stability, character development, etc, I know that I have quite a long way to go.
As much as I want to settle down soon, I want to be successful enough first to be able to settle down soon.
Dearie told me that one of our acquaintances - a guy - is going to propose to his girlfriend of 1 year plus, this weekend.
Though I don't really know that guy well, I must say I was pretty taken aback by the news.
To decide to get married takes more than just enough financial ability and commitment. I think it takes a whole lot of courage. Especially to decide that the person you are going to marry is going to stay with you for the rest of your life. He claimed that the girl is the ONE he is looking for. I wonder, is that part of instinct to make such a decision? 1 year plus of relationship, I must say, is a bit too short for marriage. Then again, knowing the possibilities in the world now, it is definitely possible.
I do admire that guy though. At least he is confident enough to take the next step - to progress into the stage of commitment.
Actually, it struck me pretty hard that I am old enough to start a family already. My dad was 23 when my elder sis was born?
The thought of nearing the 'riped' age of getting married pretty much sends some tingles within me. And I say that because if I look at my current situation - financial, stability, character development, etc, I know that I have quite a long way to go.
As much as I want to settle down soon, I want to be successful enough first to be able to settle down soon.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Withdrawal Syndrome
So it turned out that I didn't go take the exam paper today. Quite expected actually. Though I tried to do some last minute mugging last night, but I guess it just really was not enough.
I could hardly focus. So many things been happening lately, and had taken a huge toll on my mood. And if you could have already guessed or know about me, I am a very emotional person.
I just couldn't stand it when my sister started accusing me of things like I am non-chalant towards family matters and stuff. All the quarrels and whatever did not make sense to me. While I know clearly that her judgements contained many flaws, I seriously did not bother to argue my way out. What's the point? It is just disappointing to know how your own sibling could think of you in a different way. As if she already know me that well. Oh please.
Mum's back at home, recuperating. I have been pretty worried previously, and couldn't focus much on my work. I guess my siblings did not know how much I really do care for her, and that how much she matters to me. Like do I need to say things out?
I hate it when people judge me by whatever flaws I had in the past. Face it. People do grow and change. If you refuse to see the change and just get stuck in your previous delusion of whoever you think I am, then I am seriously sorry, but you guys need to open your eyes bigger and just be more sensitive.
I guess all the laughters and talking escapades with them are pretty much a facade of some degree. I am just so disappointed.
Back to what happened today. I was feeling anxious and jittery over missing the paper, although I know the consequence is little or insignificant. Took a break by walking around town with Daniel, and later joined by Yvonne.
I guess dearie's right, that I really should start to get more organised.
But who can teach me how to organise my emotions properly?
I definitely need a breather.
So it turned out that I didn't go take the exam paper today. Quite expected actually. Though I tried to do some last minute mugging last night, but I guess it just really was not enough.
I could hardly focus. So many things been happening lately, and had taken a huge toll on my mood. And if you could have already guessed or know about me, I am a very emotional person.
I just couldn't stand it when my sister started accusing me of things like I am non-chalant towards family matters and stuff. All the quarrels and whatever did not make sense to me. While I know clearly that her judgements contained many flaws, I seriously did not bother to argue my way out. What's the point? It is just disappointing to know how your own sibling could think of you in a different way. As if she already know me that well. Oh please.
Mum's back at home, recuperating. I have been pretty worried previously, and couldn't focus much on my work. I guess my siblings did not know how much I really do care for her, and that how much she matters to me. Like do I need to say things out?
I hate it when people judge me by whatever flaws I had in the past. Face it. People do grow and change. If you refuse to see the change and just get stuck in your previous delusion of whoever you think I am, then I am seriously sorry, but you guys need to open your eyes bigger and just be more sensitive.
I guess all the laughters and talking escapades with them are pretty much a facade of some degree. I am just so disappointed.
Back to what happened today. I was feeling anxious and jittery over missing the paper, although I know the consequence is little or insignificant. Took a break by walking around town with Daniel, and later joined by Yvonne.
I guess dearie's right, that I really should start to get more organised.
But who can teach me how to organise my emotions properly?
I definitely need a breather.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Why We Shouldn't Be Doing Academics Studying - Much.
Sometimes, I wonder why am I studying for? If you have heard me say earlier, I have long abandoned the idea that "certification is king". Not anymore. The shifts in society, or at least, what I have noticed, are not looking at just academic certification. Not anymore.
Perhaps previously, I did not want to lose out in the "rat race". Then again, I don't think I subscribe to that thought of getting a degree is like VERY important. Not anymore. I hate it when I have to do all these mundane studying knowing that I might not be able to use possibly ANY of what I learnt in uni in my work life. Face it.
Sometimes, I have this thought of just wanting to withdraw from this whole degree course. But then, having just one year left, I think I should just follow suit and complete whatever's left. Whatever it takes. Even though I'm clearly not a fan of academial studying.
Maybe why I say this is because I realise that there is too much out there that talks about skills and experience compared to what you learnt in school. What you learnt in school would bring you to certain heights, but that's about it. To reach greater heights or beyond require so much more. The school textbooks can only revise and update like every year? But NEWS are happening everyday. The economy changes without warning. The world is shifting. So are you REALLY sure school textbooks work much?
I am still complaining even though I'm doing part-time studies. It is just that I don't find any utmost relevance from what I'm studying, except that I am doing so because everyone thinks that getting a degree is a MUST.
Then again, I have my own thinking. And my thinking tells me that I should not forgo where my skills or talents lie: Music, Arts, Writing, etc.
It will be a folly to just focus all energy on tertiary studies.
Someone needs to educate this badly.
Sometimes, I wonder why am I studying for? If you have heard me say earlier, I have long abandoned the idea that "certification is king". Not anymore. The shifts in society, or at least, what I have noticed, are not looking at just academic certification. Not anymore.
Perhaps previously, I did not want to lose out in the "rat race". Then again, I don't think I subscribe to that thought of getting a degree is like VERY important. Not anymore. I hate it when I have to do all these mundane studying knowing that I might not be able to use possibly ANY of what I learnt in uni in my work life. Face it.
Sometimes, I have this thought of just wanting to withdraw from this whole degree course. But then, having just one year left, I think I should just follow suit and complete whatever's left. Whatever it takes. Even though I'm clearly not a fan of academial studying.
Maybe why I say this is because I realise that there is too much out there that talks about skills and experience compared to what you learnt in school. What you learnt in school would bring you to certain heights, but that's about it. To reach greater heights or beyond require so much more. The school textbooks can only revise and update like every year? But NEWS are happening everyday. The economy changes without warning. The world is shifting. So are you REALLY sure school textbooks work much?
I am still complaining even though I'm doing part-time studies. It is just that I don't find any utmost relevance from what I'm studying, except that I am doing so because everyone thinks that getting a degree is a MUST.
Then again, I have my own thinking. And my thinking tells me that I should not forgo where my skills or talents lie: Music, Arts, Writing, etc.
It will be a folly to just focus all energy on tertiary studies.
Someone needs to educate this badly.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Dear Mommy, Get Well Soon!
Mummy went to Gleneagles Hospital for surgery today. It was up till last week or so that I knew about the news that she had to go for an operation. Since knowing that, I could not help but feel worried. Well, though I have heard similar cases of the surgery among a few relatives and some other friends' mums, I did not like the idea of it. But well, things happen, and sometimes, you just gotta accept fate.
It was until last night that I realized that surgery would take place today! I was watching some movie halfway in my room when I heard my mum talking to my sis about waking up early today to go to the hospital. Wah, I just stopped whatever I was watching. I guess I really felt emotionally connected to my mum. And though I have not explictly shown her how much I love her, she really means a lot to me.
These few days, been monitoring her expressions whenever she's around at home. Although she appeared to be 'normal', doing her daily chores, I could tell that she must be feeling jitty about this whole thing. My dad, on the other hand, appeared very calm about the whole matter, and assured us that it would turn out fine.
Early this morning, my whole family accompanied my mum to Gleneagles. In the car, there was still some random chitchat and laughter going on, and I was also trying not to express any worry towards this matter as I know this would only make my mum worry more.
So yeah, 'checked in' to the hospital, which is a private one. So, the fees for the operation and accomodation are pretty steep. But then, we would definitely want our mum to have a more comfortable stay. Also, she already knew the doctor for very long - over 30 years?
What I like about the environment at Gleneagles is that it does not have too much of a 'hospital' feel to it. Unlike the previous hospital I was admitted to - TTSH, Gleneagles does not even have a strong 'medicine' odour hanging in the air. In fact, the place looked spruce and clean. My dad even joked that it was like checking into a hotel, to which I also concur!
While waiting for her turn, my mum was waiting in a duo-patient ward. Already changed into the surgery attire, I could tell that she was starting to feel panicky. She would sit by the bed and just stare at the window, occasionally talking to us. When she was eventually rolled into the Operation Suites, I could see that tears were running down her cheeks.
Towards that, my dad told us that my mum is somebody who is strong on the outside and soft inside. Actually, I know that too. It just pains me to see her like that. I would rather she not have to go through such an 'ordeal'.
After she was admitted into the Operation Suites, we headed back. Took some rest before we set out again in the evening. By the time we went back, she was already back in her ward. And to my surprise, a few of my aunts, plus my grandma were there too.
Though she must have been feeling very tired from the operation, we tried to cheer her up and talk to her. And we cracked a few jokes to lighten the atmosphere too. Grandma - on the other hand, was being uber sweet. She went over to my mum and caressed her forehead, looking at my mum dearly and comforting her.
I am just very relieved that the operation was a success and that my mum is now on the road to recovery. Just hope that she could have a speedy recovery. Though it is difficult for me to express my emotions, I just wish that she knows how much I love her.
Get well soon, mummy! :)
Mummy went to Gleneagles Hospital for surgery today. It was up till last week or so that I knew about the news that she had to go for an operation. Since knowing that, I could not help but feel worried. Well, though I have heard similar cases of the surgery among a few relatives and some other friends' mums, I did not like the idea of it. But well, things happen, and sometimes, you just gotta accept fate.
It was until last night that I realized that surgery would take place today! I was watching some movie halfway in my room when I heard my mum talking to my sis about waking up early today to go to the hospital. Wah, I just stopped whatever I was watching. I guess I really felt emotionally connected to my mum. And though I have not explictly shown her how much I love her, she really means a lot to me.
These few days, been monitoring her expressions whenever she's around at home. Although she appeared to be 'normal', doing her daily chores, I could tell that she must be feeling jitty about this whole thing. My dad, on the other hand, appeared very calm about the whole matter, and assured us that it would turn out fine.
Early this morning, my whole family accompanied my mum to Gleneagles. In the car, there was still some random chitchat and laughter going on, and I was also trying not to express any worry towards this matter as I know this would only make my mum worry more.
So yeah, 'checked in' to the hospital, which is a private one. So, the fees for the operation and accomodation are pretty steep. But then, we would definitely want our mum to have a more comfortable stay. Also, she already knew the doctor for very long - over 30 years?
What I like about the environment at Gleneagles is that it does not have too much of a 'hospital' feel to it. Unlike the previous hospital I was admitted to - TTSH, Gleneagles does not even have a strong 'medicine' odour hanging in the air. In fact, the place looked spruce and clean. My dad even joked that it was like checking into a hotel, to which I also concur!
While waiting for her turn, my mum was waiting in a duo-patient ward. Already changed into the surgery attire, I could tell that she was starting to feel panicky. She would sit by the bed and just stare at the window, occasionally talking to us. When she was eventually rolled into the Operation Suites, I could see that tears were running down her cheeks.
Towards that, my dad told us that my mum is somebody who is strong on the outside and soft inside. Actually, I know that too. It just pains me to see her like that. I would rather she not have to go through such an 'ordeal'.
After she was admitted into the Operation Suites, we headed back. Took some rest before we set out again in the evening. By the time we went back, she was already back in her ward. And to my surprise, a few of my aunts, plus my grandma were there too.
Though she must have been feeling very tired from the operation, we tried to cheer her up and talk to her. And we cracked a few jokes to lighten the atmosphere too. Grandma - on the other hand, was being uber sweet. She went over to my mum and caressed her forehead, looking at my mum dearly and comforting her.
I am just very relieved that the operation was a success and that my mum is now on the road to recovery. Just hope that she could have a speedy recovery. Though it is difficult for me to express my emotions, I just wish that she knows how much I love her.
Get well soon, mummy! :)
Monday, May 10, 2010
Some "shitty" entry...
Warning: This entry might be visually intense and explicit. Read it if you dare.
Why it's a "shitty" day for me...
1) While going for tuition in the morning, I felt my tummy's bloated and not feeling that well. Not to my surprise, I unloaded a huge "load" when I went back. Haha...
2)Went to town after morning tuitions. Parked my car at the ulu carpark at Grange Rd. Parked at the double yellow-line though. When I went back to get my car, I saw this white narrow long slip of paper from afar. Thought I dio summon... I muttered "Oh Shit!" To my surprise and relief, it was a prank by my sister, who happened to park her car there too... And I thought April's Fool's long over. It got me though! =.=
3)When I returned home at night, had to unload more "loads" cos tummy wasn't feeling well. This time round, was less solid. LOL.
Ok, so......
The in-betweens of the events in the day included..
Meeting tintin for lunch at Soup Spoon @ Paragon to which I redeemed a free Grande bowl of soup and a free can of Sprite. (Thanks to my loyal patronisation of the restaurant). My second time getting a free lunch at the restaurant!
Some freaky incident occured in the afternoon. Went to the Gents with tin tin. We were like standing one urinal apart when this stranger came from nowhere and stood right between us. He was like staring at us and our ****s can!!!
I avoided looking at him and zipped up soon after. I nearly wanted to show that d**kwad and shout to him "I KNOW I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL C**K. SO QUIT STARING". And possibly after that, pee on him. Ok, probably that's just an exaggerated scenario.
But seriously, I mean, incidents like this, I have already encountered quite a number. Can't comprehend why there are those pervssss out there. Go stare at your own la, disgusting piece of crap.
*Takes a chill pill*
On another note, I bought another book from Kino. It's called LowBoy by John Wray. Came across this book while browsing on Chuck Palahniuk's site. Under recommended books. And I thought the plot was really interesting.
Shall finish reading some other books first.. Gosh. My bookshelves are really piling up with my books.
Hahaha.
Oh, I met an acquaintance at Kino too. She was at the cashier counter at Kino. I recognised her almost instantly. Surprisingly, she couldn't recognised me. She said I changed a lot.
Perhaps she zoomed in at my chimmey chin chin and my moustache which I haven't shaved for a week or so? Still, it should be testimony of my new found masculinity right?
HAHAHA.
By the way, exams in a week's time! And I haven't yet started on the revision.
Oh shit!!!
Warning: This entry might be visually intense and explicit. Read it if you dare.
Why it's a "shitty" day for me...
1) While going for tuition in the morning, I felt my tummy's bloated and not feeling that well. Not to my surprise, I unloaded a huge "load" when I went back. Haha...
2)Went to town after morning tuitions. Parked my car at the ulu carpark at Grange Rd. Parked at the double yellow-line though. When I went back to get my car, I saw this white narrow long slip of paper from afar. Thought I dio summon... I muttered "Oh Shit!" To my surprise and relief, it was a prank by my sister, who happened to park her car there too... And I thought April's Fool's long over. It got me though! =.=
3)When I returned home at night, had to unload more "loads" cos tummy wasn't feeling well. This time round, was less solid. LOL.
Ok, so......
The in-betweens of the events in the day included..
Meeting tintin for lunch at Soup Spoon @ Paragon to which I redeemed a free Grande bowl of soup and a free can of Sprite. (Thanks to my loyal patronisation of the restaurant). My second time getting a free lunch at the restaurant!
Some freaky incident occured in the afternoon. Went to the Gents with tin tin. We were like standing one urinal apart when this stranger came from nowhere and stood right between us. He was like staring at us and our ****s can!!!
I avoided looking at him and zipped up soon after. I nearly wanted to show that d**kwad and shout to him "I KNOW I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL C**K. SO QUIT STARING". And possibly after that, pee on him. Ok, probably that's just an exaggerated scenario.
But seriously, I mean, incidents like this, I have already encountered quite a number. Can't comprehend why there are those pervssss out there. Go stare at your own la, disgusting piece of crap.
*Takes a chill pill*
On another note, I bought another book from Kino. It's called LowBoy by John Wray. Came across this book while browsing on Chuck Palahniuk's site. Under recommended books. And I thought the plot was really interesting.
Shall finish reading some other books first.. Gosh. My bookshelves are really piling up with my books.
Hahaha.
Oh, I met an acquaintance at Kino too. She was at the cashier counter at Kino. I recognised her almost instantly. Surprisingly, she couldn't recognised me. She said I changed a lot.
Perhaps she zoomed in at my chimmey chin chin and my moustache which I haven't shaved for a week or so? Still, it should be testimony of my new found masculinity right?
HAHAHA.
By the way, exams in a week's time! And I haven't yet started on the revision.
Oh shit!!!
Saturday, May 08, 2010
One Night in Beijing's Not-So-Far-Away Neighbour Singapore's RP's Auditorium Hall.
Of Singing, of Cheering, and of some sneezing somewhere. =*
Just came back not long ago from a splendid evening out. Went to support peng at his guest performance at JJC's talentime at Republic Poly Cultural Centre. Brought back some good old reminiscences of the good old JJC times. Saw lots of new teachers sitting in the auditorium, and just a handful of familiar faces.
Anyway, it was overall a good showcase of talents in JJC this year, though I wasn't so much in favour of the vocal acts. The dance groups though were better in comparison. The guest performances by the alumni were awesome, especially peng's rendition of One Night in Beijing, of course. It blew the audience away with lots of gasps and "wow" and shrieks and cheers. One of your best performances yet, dude. Keep it up and I'm pretty sure you are on your way to finding your own "voice" in the singing industry. :)
After that, headed to JP for late-night dinner with dearie, peng and yvonne. Had some Carl's Jr combo meal before deciding that the night was still "young". So, to add on to the combo, we went to Mac @ West Coast Park to chill out for a while.
Didn't realise I have so much in common with my fellow Piscean-new-found-female-younger-friend - Yvonne. Alright girl, keep up with the book readings, and authentic-music listening. Bet we have so much to chat about in the future. :)
Headed home after that. Nose been running all day. Woke up with flu earlier this morning. Guess I "chilled" too much that I caught a chill. Gosh. Hated that feeling of stuffy, runny nose. Hate the "reddish nose" image and lethargy that goes along with the package. But surprisingly, I was pretty high the whole night.
Just took some paracetmol-containing med. Supposed to stop my nose for running. But is one pill enough? I'm starting to feel the drowsiness kick in though.
Now, I'm feeling high.
Off to bed.
Of Singing, of Cheering, and of some sneezing somewhere. =*
Just came back not long ago from a splendid evening out. Went to support peng at his guest performance at JJC's talentime at Republic Poly Cultural Centre. Brought back some good old reminiscences of the good old JJC times. Saw lots of new teachers sitting in the auditorium, and just a handful of familiar faces.
Anyway, it was overall a good showcase of talents in JJC this year, though I wasn't so much in favour of the vocal acts. The dance groups though were better in comparison. The guest performances by the alumni were awesome, especially peng's rendition of One Night in Beijing, of course. It blew the audience away with lots of gasps and "wow" and shrieks and cheers. One of your best performances yet, dude. Keep it up and I'm pretty sure you are on your way to finding your own "voice" in the singing industry. :)
After that, headed to JP for late-night dinner with dearie, peng and yvonne. Had some Carl's Jr combo meal before deciding that the night was still "young". So, to add on to the combo, we went to Mac @ West Coast Park to chill out for a while.
Didn't realise I have so much in common with my fellow Piscean-new-found-female-younger-friend - Yvonne. Alright girl, keep up with the book readings, and authentic-music listening. Bet we have so much to chat about in the future. :)
Headed home after that. Nose been running all day. Woke up with flu earlier this morning. Guess I "chilled" too much that I caught a chill. Gosh. Hated that feeling of stuffy, runny nose. Hate the "reddish nose" image and lethargy that goes along with the package. But surprisingly, I was pretty high the whole night.
Just took some paracetmol-containing med. Supposed to stop my nose for running. But is one pill enough? I'm starting to feel the drowsiness kick in though.
Now, I'm feeling high.
Off to bed.
Wednesday, May 05, 2010
Just Chillin'
So I spent the whole day chillin' at home today.
Did get some work done though. Registered for my new semester modules. And sent out some proposals to my clients.
And rest of the time, just listening to music, checking out on some writing stuff. Has always been a habit of mine to check out some book reviews, especially from my favourite authors.
And then, sudden spur of inspiration to write a short story. My elder sis was like showing me this introduction she wrote of a story she was writing. I was pleasantly surprised. I thought I was the only one who loved writing. And then she said she liked to write in "Irish style", whatever that means.
Still, to read the short story I wrote, it's newly posted on my Triond already. Or you can go to http://authspot.com/short-stories/heartache-station/
Anyway, by now, it is pretty obvious that my new updates will appear in the widget at the left column of my blog. There are widgets for both my triond and twitter. So, yup, sure can check that out regularly.
Listening to some jazz compilation album i bought not long ago. Wow Jazz 2. Pretty random jazz album with some good old jazz classics, and some contemporary ones as well. Quite a good mix.
Should I watch some movie now? Pretty much feeling sleepy though.
So I spent the whole day chillin' at home today.
Did get some work done though. Registered for my new semester modules. And sent out some proposals to my clients.
And rest of the time, just listening to music, checking out on some writing stuff. Has always been a habit of mine to check out some book reviews, especially from my favourite authors.
And then, sudden spur of inspiration to write a short story. My elder sis was like showing me this introduction she wrote of a story she was writing. I was pleasantly surprised. I thought I was the only one who loved writing. And then she said she liked to write in "Irish style", whatever that means.
Still, to read the short story I wrote, it's newly posted on my Triond already. Or you can go to http://authspot.com/short-stories/heartache-station/
Anyway, by now, it is pretty obvious that my new updates will appear in the widget at the left column of my blog. There are widgets for both my triond and twitter. So, yup, sure can check that out regularly.
Listening to some jazz compilation album i bought not long ago. Wow Jazz 2. Pretty random jazz album with some good old jazz classics, and some contemporary ones as well. Quite a good mix.
Should I watch some movie now? Pretty much feeling sleepy though.
Tuesday, May 04, 2010
Read Good Books to Get Into the "Good Books" of Others - Wow, I came up with that! Lol.
It has been pretty much a routine to sleep late nowadays. And I added another routine to this routine - to read a book or/and watch some random movie before I sleep late.
Well, I guess that is some sort of entertainment for 20-ish guys like me who are yes, pretty much not attracted to the hustle and bustle of the frivolous night life out there.
I can self-entertain I think. Haha.
Just recently, bought two non-fiction books from Kino. Yes I know. New books again. Ah...........
Ok, I have to clarify something again. I am definitely not a bookworm. But one thing for certain, I like to browse books at bookshops like Kino and Harris and just check out the latest books. Of course, interesting ones do serve to tempt me to buy!
And you would probably ask why I am not borrowing books from the library anymore. While I used to love visiting the library, borrowing books, etc, it all came to a stop from one particular incident. Once, when I was reading a book, I found something miniature and hideous on one of the pages of the book. Dry, brownish.............. You get the picture. Somebody had obviously picked his nose while reading!!! I mentioned "his" as I don't suppose that was a feminine act. (Or maybe I could be wrong?)
So ya, from that day onwards. I stopped borrowing books from the library.
Having said that, since NS days, I already cultivated this habit of buying books as I didn't like the idea of having to rush through reading books I like only to have it returned soon.
As some psychologists have pointed out, you could tell a person's character and personality by looking at the books on his bookshelves.
I welcome any of you who would like to look at my wonderful collection of novels, non-fiction, graphic novels, etc.
You could pretty much predict my inner world - but that's not gonna be easy. ;)
On another note, I have just started to use twitter again. Though I am seriously trying to make sense of what the hype is all about, it is pretty cool being able to "follow" your favourite singers/authors. Best still, have them reply you! Mr. Templesmith - artist of "30 Days of Night" replied to my message! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............................. ! I could laugh myself to sleep later. =D
Add me on twitter if you know how to tweet too. http://twitter.com/nightcharmer
It has been pretty much a routine to sleep late nowadays. And I added another routine to this routine - to read a book or/and watch some random movie before I sleep late.
Well, I guess that is some sort of entertainment for 20-ish guys like me who are yes, pretty much not attracted to the hustle and bustle of the frivolous night life out there.
I can self-entertain I think. Haha.
Just recently, bought two non-fiction books from Kino. Yes I know. New books again. Ah...........
Ok, I have to clarify something again. I am definitely not a bookworm. But one thing for certain, I like to browse books at bookshops like Kino and Harris and just check out the latest books. Of course, interesting ones do serve to tempt me to buy!
And you would probably ask why I am not borrowing books from the library anymore. While I used to love visiting the library, borrowing books, etc, it all came to a stop from one particular incident. Once, when I was reading a book, I found something miniature and hideous on one of the pages of the book. Dry, brownish.............. You get the picture. Somebody had obviously picked his nose while reading!!! I mentioned "his" as I don't suppose that was a feminine act. (Or maybe I could be wrong?)
So ya, from that day onwards. I stopped borrowing books from the library.
Having said that, since NS days, I already cultivated this habit of buying books as I didn't like the idea of having to rush through reading books I like only to have it returned soon.
As some psychologists have pointed out, you could tell a person's character and personality by looking at the books on his bookshelves.
I welcome any of you who would like to look at my wonderful collection of novels, non-fiction, graphic novels, etc.
You could pretty much predict my inner world - but that's not gonna be easy. ;)
On another note, I have just started to use twitter again. Though I am seriously trying to make sense of what the hype is all about, it is pretty cool being able to "follow" your favourite singers/authors. Best still, have them reply you! Mr. Templesmith - artist of "30 Days of Night" replied to my message! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............................. ! I could laugh myself to sleep later. =D
Add me on twitter if you know how to tweet too. http://twitter.com/nightcharmer
Saturday, May 01, 2010
Some after thoughts after watching Ip Man 1 & 2.
Got to watch Ip Man and Ip Man 2 yesterday. Had initially heard the buzz about Ip Man, but had not got the chance to watch it previously. Thanks to the possibilities of the internet, I actually watched it online - streaming, and quite possibily, DVD-clear quality.
And I loved the show.
After watching it, I decided to go catch the latest installment at the theatres. Checked GV screenings, all good seats taken up. Not surprisingly, considering the hype the movie gets. And so, I booked for two tickets at EngWah @ Westmall. Watched with dearie.
Again. Great great show. I really like the cheoreography of the fighting scenes. And I thought Donnie Yen portrayed a more 'humane' side this time, getting hurt during the last fighting scene with the Western boxer.
I laughed out loud at some attempts to create a satire and mockery over the pompous and arrogant westerners in the show, and applauded the good Chinese philosophy and teachings - morals and values of Chinese tradition. Donnie Yen was just fantastic.
The show was part-documentary of Ip Man's legacy. And he was really a well respected man of his times. While the movie serves primarily to entertain with its action-packed fighting choreography, messages behind the movie never fail to be revealed every now and then.
After watching it, I almost thought that I could be a long lost disciple of Ip Man. And that I know the martial art - Wing Chun. HA!
Great movie. Highly recommended. 4.5/5.
Got to watch Ip Man and Ip Man 2 yesterday. Had initially heard the buzz about Ip Man, but had not got the chance to watch it previously. Thanks to the possibilities of the internet, I actually watched it online - streaming, and quite possibily, DVD-clear quality.
And I loved the show.
After watching it, I decided to go catch the latest installment at the theatres. Checked GV screenings, all good seats taken up. Not surprisingly, considering the hype the movie gets. And so, I booked for two tickets at EngWah @ Westmall. Watched with dearie.
Again. Great great show. I really like the cheoreography of the fighting scenes. And I thought Donnie Yen portrayed a more 'humane' side this time, getting hurt during the last fighting scene with the Western boxer.
I laughed out loud at some attempts to create a satire and mockery over the pompous and arrogant westerners in the show, and applauded the good Chinese philosophy and teachings - morals and values of Chinese tradition. Donnie Yen was just fantastic.
The show was part-documentary of Ip Man's legacy. And he was really a well respected man of his times. While the movie serves primarily to entertain with its action-packed fighting choreography, messages behind the movie never fail to be revealed every now and then.
After watching it, I almost thought that I could be a long lost disciple of Ip Man. And that I know the martial art - Wing Chun. HA!
Great movie. Highly recommended. 4.5/5.
Friday, April 23, 2010
Way #120 How I Destress: Walk around aimlessly (Well, not really...)
Have been really busy like almost every single day. I think I am practically working everyday from Monday to Sunday, though Saturday's just the morning part that I'm usually occupied for tuition.
However busy I seem, I like the flexibility of my job. At least I'm doing work mostly at home, and meeting clients on other times. I don't really like the travelling part though, having to go to different remote areas or industrial parks of Singapore to meet my clients in their offices. Then again, I guess it is good training for me, and I get to know more new routes around Singapore!
Just today, I was supposed to have two appointments. However, one of the clients postponed the appointment. So guess what? I end up doing some eating and shopping at IMM and Jurong Point. Hahaha. Well, not really shopping. But just going to the usual places I always go - Gramophone and Harris. Lunch - what else? Subway of course! Convenient and healthy. Ha!
Oh ya, by the way, I am not a fan of junk food. In case you need to know about me. Occasional Mac or Long John's definitely ok. (Ok, I kinda like Long John's.. Oops!)
Yeah, I guess I am really an advocate of eating healthily, though I am not a fervent health-food eater. But as much as possible, I go for food less oily, less spicy, yet more nutritious! Haha. For example, I like eating at Soup Spoon's. Love the soups there. So yummy. And no, I am not a fan of potato chips and junk snacks, although I might just grab some when I see my sisters eating. The thing is, I almost never buy potato chips.
So just yesterday, I was shopping at NTUC extra. Haha. Shopping! OKIE~~~! Yep. I love shopping for food. I bought wholemeal bread, peanut butter, plain yoghurt, some multi-grain cereal with raisins, Meiji strawberry and chocolate milk, mayo tuna snack with crackers, etc.
Do you notice something common in the food items I bought? They are definitely healthier food choices. HAHAHA. =D
So yeah, back to what I did today. Went looking around some laptops at Best Denki @ IMM and Harvey Norman @ Jurong Point. Argh. A HP laptop I wanted to buy at Harvey Norman got sold out already. Well, but never mind, I saw another ASUS laptop at half the price. And I think it is a reasonably good and well-designed laptop. Definitely portable, lighter, and almost half the price of the previous one I eyed for! $798!
Think I should seriously get a laptop soon. Really need it quite desperately for my work. And I kinda like the idea of carrying my laptop around when I am out, chilling out at some cafe, checking out some work stuff and whatever, sipping on that lovely tea latte or something. Haha. My sister commented that I could possibly be the only one around who has not got a laptop at my age. Lol. But honestly, I did not see any use for it previously what. I was pretty contented having a decent 22 inch desktop. Heh. But now, boh bian la. Have to buy! ><
So after browsing around, I went to Harris and think I spent a good one hour or so looking at books. And it was having a 20% discount for minimum 2 books' purchase. I ended up buying a Men's Health magazine and two other novels. Both by authors that I like. Chuck Palahniuk's - Pygmy and Christopher Moore - Fool.
Did I mention that I have been in the reading mood lately? Haha. Been actively checking on book reviews on http://www.goodreads.com
So yeah, no matter how busy I am, I would definitely want to find some time to do what I want, be it just walking around aimlessly. Sometimes, it can be some sort of relaxation!
After that, headed to school.
Ok. More appointments await tomorrow.
Have been really busy like almost every single day. I think I am practically working everyday from Monday to Sunday, though Saturday's just the morning part that I'm usually occupied for tuition.
However busy I seem, I like the flexibility of my job. At least I'm doing work mostly at home, and meeting clients on other times. I don't really like the travelling part though, having to go to different remote areas or industrial parks of Singapore to meet my clients in their offices. Then again, I guess it is good training for me, and I get to know more new routes around Singapore!
Just today, I was supposed to have two appointments. However, one of the clients postponed the appointment. So guess what? I end up doing some eating and shopping at IMM and Jurong Point. Hahaha. Well, not really shopping. But just going to the usual places I always go - Gramophone and Harris. Lunch - what else? Subway of course! Convenient and healthy. Ha!
Oh ya, by the way, I am not a fan of junk food. In case you need to know about me. Occasional Mac or Long John's definitely ok. (Ok, I kinda like Long John's.. Oops!)
Yeah, I guess I am really an advocate of eating healthily, though I am not a fervent health-food eater. But as much as possible, I go for food less oily, less spicy, yet more nutritious! Haha. For example, I like eating at Soup Spoon's. Love the soups there. So yummy. And no, I am not a fan of potato chips and junk snacks, although I might just grab some when I see my sisters eating. The thing is, I almost never buy potato chips.
So just yesterday, I was shopping at NTUC extra. Haha. Shopping! OKIE~~~! Yep. I love shopping for food. I bought wholemeal bread, peanut butter, plain yoghurt, some multi-grain cereal with raisins, Meiji strawberry and chocolate milk, mayo tuna snack with crackers, etc.
Do you notice something common in the food items I bought? They are definitely healthier food choices. HAHAHA. =D
So yeah, back to what I did today. Went looking around some laptops at Best Denki @ IMM and Harvey Norman @ Jurong Point. Argh. A HP laptop I wanted to buy at Harvey Norman got sold out already. Well, but never mind, I saw another ASUS laptop at half the price. And I think it is a reasonably good and well-designed laptop. Definitely portable, lighter, and almost half the price of the previous one I eyed for! $798!
Think I should seriously get a laptop soon. Really need it quite desperately for my work. And I kinda like the idea of carrying my laptop around when I am out, chilling out at some cafe, checking out some work stuff and whatever, sipping on that lovely tea latte or something. Haha. My sister commented that I could possibly be the only one around who has not got a laptop at my age. Lol. But honestly, I did not see any use for it previously what. I was pretty contented having a decent 22 inch desktop. Heh. But now, boh bian la. Have to buy! ><
So after browsing around, I went to Harris and think I spent a good one hour or so looking at books. And it was having a 20% discount for minimum 2 books' purchase. I ended up buying a Men's Health magazine and two other novels. Both by authors that I like. Chuck Palahniuk's - Pygmy and Christopher Moore - Fool.
Did I mention that I have been in the reading mood lately? Haha. Been actively checking on book reviews on http://www.goodreads.com
So yeah, no matter how busy I am, I would definitely want to find some time to do what I want, be it just walking around aimlessly. Sometimes, it can be some sort of relaxation!
After that, headed to school.
Ok. More appointments await tomorrow.
Monday, April 19, 2010
Moolah Matters
Ok. I had initially wanted to post pictures of the phuket trip here but has been too busy every day.
Or rather, I am too pre-occupied by current events in my life. Or maybe, I am just too impatient to load the photos one by one here. Having said that, I have uploaded a whole collection of photos of the trip in my facebook. So ya, in case you want to take a look. Haha.
I have been trying to make sense of my life. Like I know I am real busy with all the work+tuition+study combination. Yet, I am still trying squeeze in time to go out every now and then, plan for some holiday trips, and at the same time, trying to save up.
Since I haven't been saving previously, it is like I need to put in more effort if I want to build my financial's nest. Previously, if you are still studying full-time, you can save like $50 a month? But at my age now, with completely no savings previously, you ought to save like $500 a month to make up for it all!
So yeah. It is tough. Especially when there are still things you NEED to buy, or WANT to buy. Haha. Let me see, the Phuket trip costs me nearly $800. And now, I am thinking of buying a laptop. That will be another $1K plus. Though I don't see a real need in getting a laptop, I cannot deny that it will work wonders for my work, since I pretty much need to do presentations to my clients. And yes, adding a laptop will be a good professional image boost, I hope.
So ya, my saving plan/plan to save just kicked off near the start of this year actually. And although I still try to opt for ways to save (e.g. discount vouchers, debit card priviledges), I am still pretty 'fluid' with my finance. If I think it is worthwhile to buy something, I might just buy it. Considering it that I want it very much, or if dearie wants it, or likes it. In short, I guess I am someone who is fairly willing to part with some money to get neccessities or luxuries - if they are worth it.
Having said that, this means I need to work doubly hard to earn more so I could save more and afford to spend more.
And mind you. I don't spend lavishly. I still weigh pros and cons every now and then.
But then, my theory is, money needs to flow out for more money to flow in. Hahaha.
But let's not get so meticulous over money matters. In any case,
钱财是身外物--生不带来，死不带去。
So yes, do save, but don't be stingy. Be kind to yourself, and your loved ones. :)
Ok. I had initially wanted to post pictures of the phuket trip here but has been too busy every day.
Or rather, I am too pre-occupied by current events in my life. Or maybe, I am just too impatient to load the photos one by one here. Having said that, I have uploaded a whole collection of photos of the trip in my facebook. So ya, in case you want to take a look. Haha.
I have been trying to make sense of my life. Like I know I am real busy with all the work+tuition+study combination. Yet, I am still trying squeeze in time to go out every now and then, plan for some holiday trips, and at the same time, trying to save up.
Since I haven't been saving previously, it is like I need to put in more effort if I want to build my financial's nest. Previously, if you are still studying full-time, you can save like $50 a month? But at my age now, with completely no savings previously, you ought to save like $500 a month to make up for it all!
So yeah. It is tough. Especially when there are still things you NEED to buy, or WANT to buy. Haha. Let me see, the Phuket trip costs me nearly $800. And now, I am thinking of buying a laptop. That will be another $1K plus. Though I don't see a real need in getting a laptop, I cannot deny that it will work wonders for my work, since I pretty much need to do presentations to my clients. And yes, adding a laptop will be a good professional image boost, I hope.
So ya, my saving plan/plan to save just kicked off near the start of this year actually. And although I still try to opt for ways to save (e.g. discount vouchers, debit card priviledges), I am still pretty 'fluid' with my finance. If I think it is worthwhile to buy something, I might just buy it. Considering it that I want it very much, or if dearie wants it, or likes it. In short, I guess I am someone who is fairly willing to part with some money to get neccessities or luxuries - if they are worth it.
Having said that, this means I need to work doubly hard to earn more so I could save more and afford to spend more.
And mind you. I don't spend lavishly. I still weigh pros and cons every now and then.
But then, my theory is, money needs to flow out for more money to flow in. Hahaha.
But let's not get so meticulous over money matters. In any case,
钱财是身外物--生不带来，死不带去。
So yes, do save, but don't be stingy. Be kind to yourself, and your loved ones. :)
Monday, April 12, 2010
Our Picture-Perfect Phuket Getaway!
Prologue
I am back from Phuket! I enjoyed the 4D/3N trip immensely. Ah. The beaches, sand, sea, breeze... They are just beautiful!
Well, it must be the first time that I actually went overseas for a short getaway trip like this. And I am proud to say that I paid every single cent out of my own pocket. Yep. So, it felt very satisfying.
The first two days of the trip were very well spent as we headed directly to the beach on the first day! Yep, went to Patong Beach, and I think it looked more like a beach than Siloso's. A very large stretch of beach peppered with beachy umbrella stands and tourists. Oh, and did I mention there were a noticeable number of Caucasian women who just bared their top! Gosh! It was quite "eye-opening". Don't think I can post any of that pic here. Hahaha.
I loved the second day the most as we signed on for an island tour and got to travel to many different islands. All in one speedboat! We went to Phi Phi Island, Maya Bay, Monkey Beach and Khai Island. Did some snorkeling for the first time and it was such a great experience. I even jumped down from the speedboat at a height. The corals, and mountains were seriously pictureque and breathtaking. So good to be able to immerse in the splendour of nature.
I prefer Phuket to Bangkok, for sure. So yeah, looking forward to future trips.
Now, this is just the start of a series of beautiful pictures, and our adventure at Phuket. Let the beauty unfold, soon... :)
Prologue
I am back from Phuket! I enjoyed the 4D/3N trip immensely. Ah. The beaches, sand, sea, breeze... They are just beautiful!
Well, it must be the first time that I actually went overseas for a short getaway trip like this. And I am proud to say that I paid every single cent out of my own pocket. Yep. So, it felt very satisfying.
The first two days of the trip were very well spent as we headed directly to the beach on the first day! Yep, went to Patong Beach, and I think it looked more like a beach than Siloso's. A very large stretch of beach peppered with beachy umbrella stands and tourists. Oh, and did I mention there were a noticeable number of Caucasian women who just bared their top! Gosh! It was quite "eye-opening". Don't think I can post any of that pic here. Hahaha.
I loved the second day the most as we signed on for an island tour and got to travel to many different islands. All in one speedboat! We went to Phi Phi Island, Maya Bay, Monkey Beach and Khai Island. Did some snorkeling for the first time and it was such a great experience. I even jumped down from the speedboat at a height. The corals, and mountains were seriously pictureque and breathtaking. So good to be able to immerse in the splendour of nature.
I prefer Phuket to Bangkok, for sure. So yeah, looking forward to future trips.
Now, this is just the start of a series of beautiful pictures, and our adventure at Phuket. Let the beauty unfold, soon... :)
To be cont'd...
Sunday, April 04, 2010
I Like Saturdays Without Work And Worries :)
Finally, the weekend's here! Oh well, it has been a while since I felt so 'carefree' during a Saturday like this. And you know why? This is because I have finished all school assignments thus far, and hence, one burden eliminated! Besides, yesterday was Good Friday. So had a longer weekend holiday. Hoho.
Two days ago, on April Fool's night, got some free tickets to go attend a concert at Raffles Jubilee Hall at Raffles Hotel. Went there with dearie. Met up with Yvonne as well. It was a mini singing concert put up by a particular hall group from NUS. Luckily we got the tickets for free. The whole performance was rather amateur and flawed. But then again, some random entertainment for that night. Took some pics of course. Gotta make use of the time there wisely right... haha.
Finally, the weekend's here! Oh well, it has been a while since I felt so 'carefree' during a Saturday like this. And you know why? This is because I have finished all school assignments thus far, and hence, one burden eliminated! Besides, yesterday was Good Friday. So had a longer weekend holiday. Hoho.
Two days ago, on April Fool's night, got some free tickets to go attend a concert at Raffles Jubilee Hall at Raffles Hotel. Went there with dearie. Met up with Yvonne as well. It was a mini singing concert put up by a particular hall group from NUS. Luckily we got the tickets for free. The whole performance was rather amateur and flawed. But then again, some random entertainment for that night. Took some pics of course. Gotta make use of the time there wisely right... haha.
Went to Plasma KTV pub @ Selegie yesterday with dearie, peng and his friends. Quite a cosy little ktv pub. Not as sleazy for a ktv pub. BUT... we only got to sing a few songs in a span of four hours plus! The singing queue was damn long. In the end, we played some poker card games and just sat there to chit chat, though not much. So ya, quite a wasted trip there. But at least, got to know a new chilling place, though I doubt I would visit it soon again.
Today, decided to head down to VivoCity impromptu. I guess it's a Saturday and I did not want to waste the day slacking away at home. Though sometimes just slacking away can be some form of relaxation. But no! Not for today. It was a day for some retail therapy - again! Haha.
I visited my favourite soup restaurant - The Soup Spoon. Redeemed a free grande bowl of soup and canned drink cos I finished collecting enough "stamps" for a previous loyalty card. Wah, totally worth it. That's what I called a free lunch. Heh heh heh.
After that, we walked around, just doing some random window shopping, and trying out some clothes. Hence, I stopped by one of my favourite shops - River Island.
Saw this colorful checkered top. And I liked it a lot! A bit classic+street style. But guess what? It costs a hefty $89!! Gosh. I didn't buy it in the end though I really wanted to. Oh well, never mind.
After some shopping, we stopped by this new Hongkong cafe called Kim Gary Hongkong Restaurant if I'm not wrong. The food there was great! We had cheese baked rice, and ordered this pickled mayo fries which were absolutely delicious! Would definitely head back to try out more food next time.
After some shopping, I bought a singlet top from Cotton On while dearie bought a few as well.
Gee. Retail therapy works best on a carefree weekend, where you don't have to worry about anything else.
Alright, let's see. Been a "picturesque" weekend huh!
Next week, work on Monday and Tuesdays. More meetups with new clients. Have to finish up with some proposals as well.
Wednesday to Saturday - I'll be relaxing on the white sandy beaches of Phuket, watching the magnificient sunset each day, sipping some ice-cold lemonade. Oh, and not to mention relaxing at the swimming pool, scuba diving, and so much more.
For that - CHIONG AH! =P
Friday, April 02, 2010
Once a Recruit, Never a Recruit! (Gotta grow up, toughen up!)
Was at West Coast Park last night...
Saw this troop of soldiers(recruits, I presume) doing route march around the park, "Lerp, your lerp, your lerp right!" Wah. Brought back fond memories of those BMT days in Tekong. Anyway, this bunch of soldiers were already 'better off' in a sense, getting to do route marches on mainland Singapore! It's like within the visibility of the civilians, HDB housing, and even in front of MacDonald's! They were singing "Old MacDonald's had a farm, yee yah yee yah oh..." when they passed Mac. Cheesy, but that's just how they would entertain themselves.
Wah, to think of it, those route marches at Tekong were definitely memorable. The ultimate 24km route march especially. Gosh. I didn't even bother to sing much during the march. I remember that while marching, my mind was thinking of a lot of things. It was as if I were walking through many reflections that happened in my life. Incredible. But, extremely emotional. Somemore, with the exhaustion. Physical+emotional taxing. Then again, they were very good trainings and experiences.
Yeah, I admit I used to be quite emotional back in NS days. Especially the initial BMT days too. Cos it was quite a drastic change from civilian life. But I appreciated what I learnt and went through back then. Looking at the current batch of recruits, they seriously are getting better treatment. Tekong now is like 'chalet' to them. I heard the food there now is GOOD.
Somehow, I feel that when NS life is better in terms of better standards of accommodation, food, and even training methods, some 'raw' moments of the training-to-be-tough process are compromised in the process.
That was why even though I did dread going through field camps back then, I know that all these were meant to keep me stronger and tougher - physically and mentally. So, I prep myself to welcome all the training. And I made it.
Maybe you wouldn't believe it, but I really do treasure those NS days. Even up till now, I'll occassionally reminisce those fun and laughter, soil and sorrow we went through back then.
A pity I didn't sign on right? I will NEVER sign on. Haha. Some things should only be experienced once.
And once is enough to leave an impact on you for the rest of your life...
Was at West Coast Park last night...
Saw this troop of soldiers(recruits, I presume) doing route march around the park, "Lerp, your lerp, your lerp right!" Wah. Brought back fond memories of those BMT days in Tekong. Anyway, this bunch of soldiers were already 'better off' in a sense, getting to do route marches on mainland Singapore! It's like within the visibility of the civilians, HDB housing, and even in front of MacDonald's! They were singing "Old MacDonald's had a farm, yee yah yee yah oh..." when they passed Mac. Cheesy, but that's just how they would entertain themselves.
Wah, to think of it, those route marches at Tekong were definitely memorable. The ultimate 24km route march especially. Gosh. I didn't even bother to sing much during the march. I remember that while marching, my mind was thinking of a lot of things. It was as if I were walking through many reflections that happened in my life. Incredible. But, extremely emotional. Somemore, with the exhaustion. Physical+emotional taxing. Then again, they were very good trainings and experiences.
Yeah, I admit I used to be quite emotional back in NS days. Especially the initial BMT days too. Cos it was quite a drastic change from civilian life. But I appreciated what I learnt and went through back then. Looking at the current batch of recruits, they seriously are getting better treatment. Tekong now is like 'chalet' to them. I heard the food there now is GOOD.
Somehow, I feel that when NS life is better in terms of better standards of accommodation, food, and even training methods, some 'raw' moments of the training-to-be-tough process are compromised in the process.
That was why even though I did dread going through field camps back then, I know that all these were meant to keep me stronger and tougher - physically and mentally. So, I prep myself to welcome all the training. And I made it.
Maybe you wouldn't believe it, but I really do treasure those NS days. Even up till now, I'll occassionally reminisce those fun and laughter, soil and sorrow we went through back then.
A pity I didn't sign on right? I will NEVER sign on. Haha. Some things should only be experienced once.
And once is enough to leave an impact on you for the rest of your life...
Thursday, April 01, 2010
Forward looking!
Finally done with all school assignments for now. Gosh. Can't believe I am so CAPABLE of juggling so many things at once: school, tuition, work!
And I am very happy to note that I have closed two deals! Yay. Since I started work in mid-January, finally see some results. Although those two are are not very big deals, at least it is some kind of achievement! And definitely, I now have more motivation to spur forward! ^^
My princess bun is already back from BKK. So happy to have her back, to feel her close beside me once again. :)
Went Raffles Hotel to watch some concert put up by NUS students. Found the whole performance rather amateur, but somewhat entertaining. Well, luckily the tix were for free. If not, I wouldn't even have considered paying to watch it. Seriously.
Tomorrow there's two more appointments. Gosh. New leads influx now! Am busy trying to complete some proposals in the meantime. Hope those proposals I sent out could translate into good moolah! Heh.
Work hard for now. A trip to look forward next week! And that is a trip to Phuket with dearie, qiaoyu and luther. Yayness! =D
Finally done with all school assignments for now. Gosh. Can't believe I am so CAPABLE of juggling so many things at once: school, tuition, work!
And I am very happy to note that I have closed two deals! Yay. Since I started work in mid-January, finally see some results. Although those two are are not very big deals, at least it is some kind of achievement! And definitely, I now have more motivation to spur forward! ^^
My princess bun is already back from BKK. So happy to have her back, to feel her close beside me once again. :)
Went Raffles Hotel to watch some concert put up by NUS students. Found the whole performance rather amateur, but somewhat entertaining. Well, luckily the tix were for free. If not, I wouldn't even have considered paying to watch it. Seriously.
Tomorrow there's two more appointments. Gosh. New leads influx now! Am busy trying to complete some proposals in the meantime. Hope those proposals I sent out could translate into good moolah! Heh.
Work hard for now. A trip to look forward next week! And that is a trip to Phuket with dearie, qiaoyu and luther. Yayness! =D
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Mad Rush
Just finished a second assignment which is due in two days' time. Well, sorta finished. Gotta do some touch-up.
Still, PHEW.
Having said that, I still have one more assignment to do. Argh.
I already said, I am not a fan of doing school homework.
In fact, I was never a fan.
Ok, gonna get some sleep now.
Four tuitions tomorrow.
Hoho.
Just finished a second assignment which is due in two days' time. Well, sorta finished. Gotta do some touch-up.
Still, PHEW.
Having said that, I still have one more assignment to do. Argh.
I already said, I am not a fan of doing school homework.
In fact, I was never a fan.
Ok, gonna get some sleep now.
Four tuitions tomorrow.
Hoho.
Friday, March 26, 2010
More Than Words
"Let music heal thy soul"
Just bought Kevin Kern's compilation album - More Than Words, for the 3rd time!
Few years back, he attended 张菲's 综艺大哥大 and played his piano while 菲哥sang "When I Fall In Love". What a good performance! And excellent singing by 张菲！
Now, I'm very motivated to improve my piano skills. What a good form of expression - via music. :)
"Let music heal thy soul"
Just bought Kevin Kern's compilation album - More Than Words, for the 3rd time!
I think I first bought the album back in '02 or '03. Then a few years later, lost it somehow. And then I decided to buy it for a friend's birthday present. But just recently, I kept thinking about his music. So I bought his album again! Lol.
Really really liked his songs. Soothing, sentimental, and very sophisticated. Very enchanting, uplifting. Talking about music to heal your soul. This is what music should be. All those trashy pop songs pale in comparison with songs that really speak to you, bring you to another realm of enchantment, tranquility, and relaxation.
I am also very intrigued after getting to know abit of his biography. Kevin Kern started playing piano at the age of 1 and half years old! Also, he could hardly see properly. This is what he said about his passion for music:
"My music has always drawn from three main influences, a strong classical education, a love of cinematic writing, and a deep respect for the great popular songwriters who have gone before me...”
I like how he respects other songwriters but still stay true to his roots. Definitely an inspiring musician!
You have probably heard one of his most famous pieces, Sundial Dreams:
Another of my favourite, Pastel Reflections:
Few years back, he attended 张菲's 综艺大哥大 and played his piano while 菲哥sang "When I Fall In Love". What a good performance! And excellent singing by 张菲！
Now, I'm very motivated to improve my piano skills. What a good form of expression - via music. :)
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Lost in Wonderland
Argh. Down with flu and sore throat. Bad combination. Gosh. And guess what? I skipped school today. Yeah. 2nd lesson of new module and I haven't attended any lecture yet! Assignment for this module due in a few days' time. "Bravo"!
Yesterday, met up with my dearie bun. Finally, she's done with her papers! Yay. Happy for her. We went to Marina Square as I wanted to get a freebie bag! Hahaha. I'm not giam peng k. Just nice there's a magazine and some freebies. (Refer to my previous post) 不拿白不拿right?! Hahaha. Wah, so typical Singaporean hor? Lol.
Enjoyed myself last night, thanks to dearie's company.
However, dearie just flew to BKK this morning. She joined her cousins for a shopping trip there. Suddenly miss her a lot. I know very mushy.
But sometimes, you only learn to cherish someone only when she's not around you, agree?
Dearie bun, miss you lots. Enjoy yourself at BKK ya. Don't forget to buy some things for me. Hehehe. =P
Argh. Down with flu and sore throat. Bad combination. Gosh. And guess what? I skipped school today. Yeah. 2nd lesson of new module and I haven't attended any lecture yet! Assignment for this module due in a few days' time. "Bravo"!
Yesterday, met up with my dearie bun. Finally, she's done with her papers! Yay. Happy for her. We went to Marina Square as I wanted to get a freebie bag! Hahaha. I'm not giam peng k. Just nice there's a magazine and some freebies. (Refer to my previous post) 不拿白不拿right?! Hahaha. Wah, so typical Singaporean hor? Lol.
Heh heh. We caught the Alice In Wonderland movie in 3D, finally! All in all, thought it was quite an enjoyable movie. Entertaining, though story line was very familiar. As the second 3D movie I have watched, I don't find it any spectacular in comparison to Avatar. Still, if you are in need of some weekend entertainment movie, this will do just fine.
However, the highlight of the day was not about the movie. It was about spending time with my bun princess. Hehe. Brought her to eat at Jack's Place. Overall, the food really quite nice! The ambience at MS also good. Quiet and romantic. Wooo. Recommended!
Enjoyed myself last night, thanks to dearie's company.
However, dearie just flew to BKK this morning. She joined her cousins for a shopping trip there. Suddenly miss her a lot. I know very mushy.
But sometimes, you only learn to cherish someone only when she's not around you, agree?
Dearie bun, miss you lots. Enjoy yourself at BKK ya. Don't forget to buy some things for me. Hehehe. =P
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
F for Freebies.
Ok. I'm back to playing this Alphabet game again. Lol. Can you suggest a more original title? I'm too tired to think of one. It's nearly 3am now!
So my lovely bun princess is finally done with her papers! So happy for her. Don't bear to see her all stressed up. So ya, look forward to your holiday trips ya, dearie! :) Yay.
There's a promotion going on at GV Marina. It's called the "All About Men Movie Nights At GV Marina". So on Wednesdays these few weeks, if you are a male, and you buy a ticket at GV Marina for a show after 5pm, you will be entitled to one goodie bag! And you know what the goodie bag consists? For this week and next Wed:
- August Man Magazine
- Eternity Fragrance Vial
- $10 Fragrance Voucher
- Fitness First 3 Day Pass
- GV $2 Movie Voucher
- L'Oreal Paris Men Expert 3pc Set
- Exclusive World of Sports 15% Coupons
For more info, you can check it out at http://www.gv.com.sg/promodetails/gv_promotions_3101.jsp
So cool lah. Seldom see this kind of "pro-male" promotions. Hahaha. The freebies look good!
Haha... Just nice I'm looking forward to watch a movie with dearie too. Most probably we will be going down tomorrow! Yep yep. Gonna have a nice dinner and movie. Time to relax ya, dearie bun? Hehe.
Ok, but before that, have a new appointment in the afternoon. Not sure if I want to go or should I postpone to another day. But I already have two other on Thursday and Friday. And I'm still in the midst of rushing through my school assignments - 2 heavy-weightage End-Of-Course assessments and 1 module assignment. Oh well, at least I sorta completed one. Just needed to do some touch up.
Alright, heading to bed for now. Why am I always sleeping in the wee hours?
I do hope my biological clock still works fine!
Ok. I'm back to playing this Alphabet game again. Lol. Can you suggest a more original title? I'm too tired to think of one. It's nearly 3am now!
So my lovely bun princess is finally done with her papers! So happy for her. Don't bear to see her all stressed up. So ya, look forward to your holiday trips ya, dearie! :) Yay.
There's a promotion going on at GV Marina. It's called the "All About Men Movie Nights At GV Marina". So on Wednesdays these few weeks, if you are a male, and you buy a ticket at GV Marina for a show after 5pm, you will be entitled to one goodie bag! And you know what the goodie bag consists? For this week and next Wed:
- August Man Magazine
- Eternity Fragrance Vial
- $10 Fragrance Voucher
- Fitness First 3 Day Pass
- GV $2 Movie Voucher
- L'Oreal Paris Men Expert 3pc Set
- Exclusive World of Sports 15% Coupons
For more info, you can check it out at http://www.gv.com.sg/promodetails/gv_promotions_3101.jsp
So cool lah. Seldom see this kind of "pro-male" promotions. Hahaha. The freebies look good!
Haha... Just nice I'm looking forward to watch a movie with dearie too. Most probably we will be going down tomorrow! Yep yep. Gonna have a nice dinner and movie. Time to relax ya, dearie bun? Hehe.
Ok, but before that, have a new appointment in the afternoon. Not sure if I want to go or should I postpone to another day. But I already have two other on Thursday and Friday. And I'm still in the midst of rushing through my school assignments - 2 heavy-weightage End-Of-Course assessments and 1 module assignment. Oh well, at least I sorta completed one. Just needed to do some touch up.
Alright, heading to bed for now. Why am I always sleeping in the wee hours?
I do hope my biological clock still works fine!
Monday, March 22, 2010
A Single Man Walks into A Room and Finds Himself All Alone.
"Waking up begins with saying am and now. That which has awoken then lies for a while staring up at the ceiling and down into itself until it has recognised I, and therefore deduced I am, I am now. Here comes next, and is at least negatively reassuring; because here, this morning, is where it had expected to find itself; what's called at home."
That is the first starting paragraph in Christopher Isherwood's novel - A Single Man. Upon reading that, it immediately made me want to buy this book. I have read a couple of pages now and I think the author was simply ingenious in his way of prose writing. And what's more? The movie adapted from the book, directed by Tom Ford is going to be released soon in cinemas here. I can't wait to watch it! I heard rave reviews of the movie, and definitely think it is going to be good. Then again, I hope to finish the book first before I go watch the movie.
Here's the trailer:
Yesterday, after tuition in the morning, met Daniel for lunch at jp. It has been one of our routine meet-ups on Sundays, though not every Sunday. Had lunch at Pizza Hut. Ordered so many chicken meat. Haha.
"Waking up begins with saying am and now. That which has awoken then lies for a while staring up at the ceiling and down into itself until it has recognised I, and therefore deduced I am, I am now. Here comes next, and is at least negatively reassuring; because here, this morning, is where it had expected to find itself; what's called at home."
That is the first starting paragraph in Christopher Isherwood's novel - A Single Man. Upon reading that, it immediately made me want to buy this book. I have read a couple of pages now and I think the author was simply ingenious in his way of prose writing. And what's more? The movie adapted from the book, directed by Tom Ford is going to be released soon in cinemas here. I can't wait to watch it! I heard rave reviews of the movie, and definitely think it is going to be good. Then again, I hope to finish the book first before I go watch the movie.
Here's the trailer:
Yesterday, after tuition in the morning, met Daniel for lunch at jp. It has been one of our routine meet-ups on Sundays, though not every Sunday. Had lunch at Pizza Hut. Ordered so many chicken meat. Haha.
Roasted chicken salad plus chicken soup plus chicken wings plus cheesy mushroom baked pasta with roasted chicken!
The cheesy mushroom pasta I had. Quite yummy!
Yeah, we had 10 drumlets in all. Nice!
Due to Daniel's lack of adjusting skills to this photograph when it was taken, the salad looked too bright to be eaten. Lol.
I guess Sundays for me are usually one of the most busiest days in the week. First of all, it is usually jam-packed with tuitions. Sometimes up to four tuitions! But in between, I like to take breaks and go to JP to relax and unwind. Sometimes I will have lunch with family. Other times, I'm usually with a friend or alone.
Looking at my schedule now, I seem to be really busy. Juggling with work, tuition and the school assignments that kept pouring in, it tends to get a bit stressful.
Luckily for me, dearie has been very supportive of me. Now that she's busy with her examination preparation, we meet lesser. Jiayou ya, dearie bun. Let's look forward to our holidays at Phuket in April!
Phew. I definitely need to unwind.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
我可以treat you Like A Rose, 但这只是黑色幽默！
Headed to IMM this evening with my sis to go support peng's performance there at the Garden Plaza. As I would have expected, the crowd wasn't big at all. And I presume not many people know about that place, or if any event is held there, only until they hear sounds and music booming from there.
So anyway, peng was there to deliver three songs. Good effort definitely, and as usual, great singing. Except, could improve on the utilisation of the stage and stage presence yeah? Like I mentioned. Still, I think it's a good improvement from your past performances, where you were proned to 'crack' at times. Haha. Now at least it was a smooth performance. So way to go dude!
Anyway, after the performance, the Emcee - his manager, came down the stage and interview my sis, and Yvonne, who happened to be there too. So ya, it was very funny and peng was like looking awkward when sensitive questions were asked if they were his 'fans' or if Yvonne liked him, etc. Good effort on that, but you gotta watch your proximity with the ladies dude. Too close!
Some question and answer session...
Ya... to win some free donuts from donut empire. And that's Yvonne being 'forced' to answer some questions - "funny" questions...
Check out that "mic-to-ur-mouth" approach! Yvonne almost toppled backwards! Gosh!
Headed to IMM this evening with my sis to go support peng's performance there at the Garden Plaza. As I would have expected, the crowd wasn't big at all. And I presume not many people know about that place, or if any event is held there, only until they hear sounds and music booming from there.
So anyway, peng was there to deliver three songs. Good effort definitely, and as usual, great singing. Except, could improve on the utilisation of the stage and stage presence yeah? Like I mentioned. Still, I think it's a good improvement from your past performances, where you were proned to 'crack' at times. Haha. Now at least it was a smooth performance. So way to go dude!
Anyway, after the performance, the Emcee - his manager, came down the stage and interview my sis, and Yvonne, who happened to be there too. So ya, it was very funny and peng was like looking awkward when sensitive questions were asked if they were his 'fans' or if Yvonne liked him, etc. Good effort on that, but you gotta watch your proximity with the ladies dude. Too close!
Some question and answer session...
Ya... to win some free donuts from donut empire. And that's Yvonne being 'forced' to answer some questions - "funny" questions... 
Check out that "mic-to-ur-mouth" approach! Yvonne almost toppled backwards! Gosh!
After that, went to AjiTei together with Shuang and Yvonne. I like the ramen that I had. GongBao Ramen. Not bad not bad!
Anyway, Shuang and Yvonne cliqued off pretty well. So chatty. I definitely don't seem to have any common topic just now. Haha.
Saturday night ended on a rather normal, boring note.
Sigh. I would LOVE to perform someday soon. Where's the excitement I once sought for?
Saturday, March 20, 2010
V for Versatility.
It's a Saturday afternoon. Thought of going out for some shopping or movie or walkabout, but due to the rainy weather, I'm just staying put at home for now. No tuitions whatever. 3 assignments to rush, including 2 end-of-course assessments, and I still don't intend to look at them today. How wonderful.
Went for 4 appointments in total this week. Postponed one to next, if not would have 5! Gosh, it's pretty tiring having to travel to meet clients. But thankfully for my car. Speaking of which, it gets frustrating when you get lost on the roads, having to watch out for traffic and direction at the same time, you know? And I hate the feeling of getting lost out there and having to drive around and around to look for the particular location. But well, all these are good training. I definitely think I have a better orientation of the directions now. :)
I guess the thing about meeting managers, directors, or whoever is that there is a certain amount of pressure. Presentation of project idea is one thing, but worrying about 'screwing things up' is another thing. For me though, I have sorta managed to 'psych' any emotional level to a low during such meetings, to keep a 'distance', to UP my professionalism. I think it is very important to be able to reduce any emotional baggage. Especially in the sales/service line, emotional labour can be very high. As I do know myself very well, I know I used to be easily affected by people's rude remarks or upfront confrontations. Now, I will just laugh my way off if I encounter any.
This must be "self-psychology" at its best. Being able to think out of stressful situations and not get yourself emotionally involved. I definitely know it's easier said than done. For my case, I'm definitely someone who likes constant challenges and then trounce every obstacle that tries to belittle me.
I guess having been through many experiences so far helped. Those previous job experiences and other forms of encounters - they do shape my perspectives now.
And at the end of the day, I really believe that the best 'asset' anyone could have is to have an OPEN mind.
And yes, the trick is knowing when to be 'open' and when to be reserved - aka versatility.
I can choose who I want to be, how I want to be, when I want to be.
Gosh. That seriously makes me think that I am all cut out to be an actor. Then again, I'll leave that thought for now. Hahaha.
It's a Saturday afternoon. Thought of going out for some shopping or movie or walkabout, but due to the rainy weather, I'm just staying put at home for now. No tuitions whatever. 3 assignments to rush, including 2 end-of-course assessments, and I still don't intend to look at them today. How wonderful.
Went for 4 appointments in total this week. Postponed one to next, if not would have 5! Gosh, it's pretty tiring having to travel to meet clients. But thankfully for my car. Speaking of which, it gets frustrating when you get lost on the roads, having to watch out for traffic and direction at the same time, you know? And I hate the feeling of getting lost out there and having to drive around and around to look for the particular location. But well, all these are good training. I definitely think I have a better orientation of the directions now. :)
I guess the thing about meeting managers, directors, or whoever is that there is a certain amount of pressure. Presentation of project idea is one thing, but worrying about 'screwing things up' is another thing. For me though, I have sorta managed to 'psych' any emotional level to a low during such meetings, to keep a 'distance', to UP my professionalism. I think it is very important to be able to reduce any emotional baggage. Especially in the sales/service line, emotional labour can be very high. As I do know myself very well, I know I used to be easily affected by people's rude remarks or upfront confrontations. Now, I will just laugh my way off if I encounter any.
This must be "self-psychology" at its best. Being able to think out of stressful situations and not get yourself emotionally involved. I definitely know it's easier said than done. For my case, I'm definitely someone who likes constant challenges and then trounce every obstacle that tries to belittle me.
I guess having been through many experiences so far helped. Those previous job experiences and other forms of encounters - they do shape my perspectives now.
And at the end of the day, I really believe that the best 'asset' anyone could have is to have an OPEN mind.
And yes, the trick is knowing when to be 'open' and when to be reserved - aka versatility.
I can choose who I want to be, how I want to be, when I want to be.
Gosh. That seriously makes me think that I am all cut out to be an actor. Then again, I'll leave that thought for now. Hahaha.
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