Dear blog reader(whoever you are),
I'm in the office now. But I'm not exactly working now. But I feel a sense of restlessness somewhere, lingering within me. Don't get me wrong. I enjoy my work environment, though not exactly the work that I was assigned to do sometimes. However, my wonderful colleagues over here are the determining factor why I like this job. As a matter of fact, to state what one of my colleagues has said, this has to be the best working experience for me so far.
What I'm thinking of is my imminent future. Can I cope witht the transition? Stepping into the workplace officially surely means I must adapt to the new kind of working life. Yeah. No more slacking at home, no more waking up late to greet the sun at noon, no more afternoon naps, no more "me" time till night time comes. Perhaps only the weekends are "safe". But not entirely "safe". It's ironic how we are dictated by society to be "night owls".
I used to not know how to manage my time until work starts. Time seems all the more precious to me now. After work, I seem to be able to do more things than when I was not working at all. For instance, I find myself watching DVDs at night. It seems ideal to spend some quiet moments by myself, savouring those lonely moments, away from the hustle and bustle of city life.
Do you think I am able to make a breakthrough? Do you think I'm able to stand firm? Do you think I'm able to cope with all the juggling of work and studies? I ask these questions and I find myself staring into the future - a galaxy of uncertainties. Where are the stars that are supposed to shine bright?
Oh. Here comes my colleague. Calling me for lunch. Another routine-based day. I hate routines. But at least it's Friday.
Wait. Blog reader, are you there?
Well, never mind then.
Yours Sincerely,
Blog writer.
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