Evolution... in and out
Was just looking through my previous blogs which I haven't accessed for a long long time. And I am so surprised to see a stark contrast in the way the blogs differ - my current and my previous. The feel is just different. My current blog is dull now. As peng claimed, my previous blogs were more vibrant. More pictures. My life used to be so much more exciting.
Yes, I am changing.
Perhaps it's nature taking place. Nature wants me to mature. Hence I toned down quite a bit. Oh yes, I still miss the happening past indeed. Looking at those pics I took, I really felt like I was enjoying each and every day. Sad but true, the days were long gone. My days now are only filled with perspiration and pressure. Somehow you just feel that the clock is ticking way too fast. Every minute passed was a minute lost. Suddenly it dawns upon me that I'm already past the age of 20. No longer a child. The key to freedom is already awaiting me to unlock the door to freedom. But what lies behind the door? Uncertainties. The one thing I'm really afraid of is uncertainty. It's what you do not know that freaks you out. It's what you do not know that keeps you thinking, keeps you wanting to find out. As a child, one is usually afraid of the dark. But once you grow older, you seem to find solace in darkness. You are afraid to see the light, cos you just hate reality. For reality is cruel. And cruel is just cruel.
The society has made us into living zombies.
The rising cost of living has "sucked" us dry. And in turn we need to find new "preys" to keep us alive, keep us going. Why is the world so upside down? It doesn't matter if the Earth is circular or flat or whatever. The fact is it's already a topsy-turvy world. So why care about its shape?
No matter what, the globe keeps on spinning. Even if you don't really feel it. It is constantly spinning. It does not stop for you. The society is changing. No one waits for you. Either you keep up if not you just lose out. It's a neverending amazing race. It's the survival of the fittest. It's a battle for freedom. So we are constantly at war with ourselves.
Is change really the only constant?
Time's ticking.
Earth's spinning.
We just have to keep going.
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