Disappoint..ment
I'm appalled by the normalcy of the life around me as civilians lead their everyday lives, going to school, going to work, going shopping, dining at some restaurants and laughing away as though they are enjoying every minute of their lives while the Earth is still orbiting as usual. And when I walked past train stations and shopping centres I was even more appalled when I see familiar greenish-brown figures walking around, trudging along with them heavy boots. That really gave me heavy boots by seeing that. Why am I still surrounded by GREEEEEEEEEN even after I've booked out? Why does the minimal pathetic puny amount of book out time have to be clogged with dizzy army images as well?! Why can't I roam in peace?
Why can't people think before they leap? Think before they say something? Why must words be employed to be "weapons of mass destruction" in relationships?
Why am I doing all these shit when all these precious time can be converted into healthy maintained relationships and to enrich my life so that I can feel like I'm living a life?
Or am I living a lie?
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