I miss you, dear friend.
It's amazing, if not appalling, to know how some people can change, oh so drastically. How a really close friend of yours just continues to shut himself from the outside world, and chose to indulge in his own emotions in an unhealthy manner.
What I have learnt is not to bear past grudges, to forgive and forget. But it seems that while I'm indeed learning to be accepting, it is just getting more and more difficult to reach out to him.
People do change. That's really a fact.
But still, I am sad that he does not see the effort coming from me. Or maybe he pretended not to. I don't know. I am actually quite affected by this whole friendship issue. So much so that there were some occasions that I dreamt of talking to him.
All the past years of closely-knitted friendship, have those experience just seeped away? Those laughter and joy we shared? Surely they should not be eradicated.
At least they remain etched in my memory.
Till the day you return to me, I miss you, dear friend.
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