Tuesday, October 24, 2006

There is something you might notice. I rarely blog about my army life. The fucking truth is, I hate talking about the army life. Yes, call me an anti-realism freak if you want. I prefer to be a dreamer. Army life can be spontaneous, exciting, engaging.. you name it. It's the thrill that only the males will fully understand. On the other hand, it can be tough, mundane, lonely.. And once again, only the males will know how this feel.

As a matter of fact, I enjoy perspiring under the hot sun, racing against time and running around the field like a mad man trying to fulfil each mission efficiently. It may sound perverse, but it's just a form of adrenaline that needs to be put into good use. And the good thing is you get free physical training. And not to forget, mentally as well. But if you ask me honestly, it is exhausting, physically taxing.

And staying in camp 5 days out of 7 simply sucks.

But I have to admit that time is passing at such a crazy rate that it is really scary. Was talking to Daniel on the phone just now. Seems like my old batch of friends are going to ORD soon. And myself? Another 1 year 4 months to go? Looking back, if I haven't repeated my first year, I might be joining them as well. Regrets? Yes of course. But I just gotta face reality for the sake that every male has to go through this phase.

My future remains a mystery. I'm the author of this mystery book. I hope to turn it into a fairytale.

Booking in soon.. 2 days consecutive outfield this time. I shall strive on no matter what!

1 comment:

darkelf said...

hello
nose si hablas espaƱol espero que conoscas a alguien que si.
quisiera conoser a alguien que vi en tu foto es que me da curiosidad conoser personas de otro pais.escribeme aunque sea en ingles yo lo tradusco jejeje