Up close and personal.. a peek at my life just before army..

All of a sudden I feel like posting up random pictures. Thanks to my nostalgic feeling before booking in. I shall post up some pics from the past to present. Days before army up till now. And the pictures never stop here. :)

Those were the days when I was still "white"... Haha..

Prom memories '05...

CNY '06

On my 20th bday.. surprise from my best bud Aaron.. :)

Then the trip to ubin... Hey I'm actually quite an outdoor person. If I want to. =D

Trip to Thailand during March '06

First independent trip to JB with Aaron and my sis and his sis..

Poses.. =)

Enjoyed chilling out with my best bud..

And of course my best female pal back then, trio..

Oh well, the good old days. Long gone. But still in deep reminisces.. Shall blog more and upload more pics soon. Especially the transition stage. Watch how I turned from "white" to "dark". Haha.

Breaking Free

Ok I think I should update my blog more since I have the time. I know there are people out there "dying" to read my blog. Hahaha. Ok, that's rather thick-skinned to say that but I've realised I have distanced a bit from my usual knack for blogging, or rather writing. It's really one of my favourite past-time. Haha. So anyway, I did this personality test. And here's the result.



I'm actually quite surprised to see that it's actually quite accurate. At least that's what dearie thinks too. Cos there are a range of different personalities. And coincidentally, this somehow fits me. I'm a thinker. I think too much. Out of the box. Out of the room. Out of the world.

Ha usually I don't really like doing online tests like such cos I thought they are bullscrap but some might just be true. Who knows?

Anyway, back to talk about my life now. I'm really leading a very "free" life now. This "free" is ambiguous. First of all, I'm eating and sleeping during weekdays in camp, scanning my 11B for every meal. And every meal is free. But then, this is such a lay-low period right now. Except for those training to go for the overseas live-firing trip, the rest are just free. So free that we get so bored. So bored that we yearn to break free. I hate this captivation. It's mundane and it's stifling. I feel like we are a bunch of rejected "cargo". Ok, you may think what's not good to slack away. But to me, it's a waste of my time. I'm practically doing nothing in camp except for occasion runs, if not watching some fantasical-made-believe-taiwan-drama-show, if not just doze away at the recreation room. It's just I can't wait to ORD!!! Arggh.

I'm still standing at the crossroads now, wondering where to go after army. Though I already have some plans in mind. But I have my worries as well. My lack of self-esteem proved as an obstsruction for me before. But I feel that I need to grow out of it, as soon as possible. In a way, army has made me see things in a different perspective, know people from other walks of life, built myself physically and mentally. These are the pros. I'm not complaining really. I'm just lamenting on this whole "ideal".

So you see, freedom comes with a price. And the price comes with an increased "GST". Sad but true.

Ok, zoom in at my empty wallet now. But don't you dare laugh.

You Don't Have To Ask Why

Time for an update!

Celebrated dearie's birthday at her house last Saturday with her bunch of cousins, friends, classmates... It was splendid. I really enjoyed myself, though I was initially feeling a bit shrieked out of the idea of having to face so many people, people whom would get to know that I am her boyfriend. But I'm glad it went smoothly. And I guess I wasn't at all reserved that day. I am happy to see that you were so happy that day, dearie. :)

I saw what you written on your blog, so here's my reply to you.

Dearie,
I know sometimes it's my fault too for being insensitive towards you. I realised that I only get to see the real you when we are together, which I am thankful that you only open up to me and reveal your true feelings to me, though there may be emotions or expressions I may not like to see. But I know sometimes you can't help it. So now that I have understood you better, I will learn to accept it and try my best not to say the wrong things ok? Even when I do say the wrong things some time, I want you to remember that I do not mean it. You don't have to apologise for anything. You just have to be yourself for now. As for me, I will learn to be more sensitive next time. I know it takes time. But really, I love you for who you are. :)

Anyway, here's the full lyrics of the song I wrote you. Hope you like it. :)


You Don't Have to Ask Why - Music and Lyrics by "Ah Bun"

Verse 1:
Like a smile from deep inside,
Like a shooting star across the sky.
Don't know why but it seems to me,
You are the apple of my twinkling eye.

Verse 2:
Since the day I first met you,
I knew my dream has come true.
So baby won't you let me hold you,
And look into your eyes...

Chorus:
You don't have to ask why,
This is not a lie.
For this boy that you know,
Will be there standing by.

You don't have to ask why,
You don't even have to try.
Cos' baby I promise you,
I won't make you cry.

Verse 3:
Like a secret that's hard to hide,
Like a current that's against the tide.
Tell me how am I to survive,
Without you here by my side...

Chorus:
You don't have to ask why,
This is not a lie.
For this boy that you know,
Will be there standing by.

You don't have to ask why,
You don't even have to try.
Cos' baby I promise you,
I won't make you cry.

Bridge:
I don't need someone to tell me that you are fine,
I just need you to be mine so we can shine...

Chorus:
You don't have to ask why,
This is not a lie.
For this boy that you know,
Will be there standing by.

You don't have to ask why,
You don't even have to try.
Cos' baby I promise you,
I won't make you cry...

Love² <3<3

It's been a while since I updated my blog. I gonna make this brief since I have to book in soon again. Arrghh.. Perhaps another 5 months(or less) of this kind of routine and I'll get out of this!!


Anyway, quite a lot of happenings lately. Sorry but I can't be bothered to put up the photos as for now. Too many photos. Hahaha.


Anyway, my dearie's big day is coming soon. Feeling so excited for her! Hope you liked the dress I bought you dearie. Hehe. I think you'll look fabulous on that day! =D Also, sorry for the hesitation of going to your party that day.. you should know that it's not easy for me to face those people. But I promise you I'll try ok? Thanks for the things you have done for me too. Don't think too much. Don't see me no up too hor! I'll be there no matter what. *Hugs*


I'll continue to miss you in camp.. luckily I get to hear your voice everyday. And see you in bun bun land. :)